Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

She wasn't looking for love. Neither was she. But they both carried old wounds, quiet dreams, and hearts used to surviving. But what if the person who makes you feel most at home... is the one thing you were always afraid to want? But then came quiet mornings. Coffee shared between yawns. Glances that lingered a second too long. And silences that didn't ache, but settled-like a soft place to land. A kind of gravity. The kind you don't notice pulling you in until it's already too late. - ☆This is a slow-burn sapphic romance with no smut-just soft intimacy, emotional depth, and the kind of love that unfolds quietly and stays.☆

݁ᛪ༙ Love us, together (g!p) No. 3 in #meretmanon

~COMPLETED~ Isabelle and her best friend Billie, are in love. Until her parents see them kissing one day after school and they ship her off to boarding school. Story starts as they are 16, however is based 4 years later. Billie lives her life becoming famous and they haven't seen each other since that afternoon. What will happen when they finally see each other again? ⚠️ PLEASE READ ⚠️ I do not put Trigger Warnings at the start of each chapter. Please note this book is marked as mature content for a reason; Everyone is different, meaning different things trigger different people. Viewer discretion is advised. This book will eventually contain smut, bc duh. Accomplishments: #7 - billieeilish # 1 - blohsh #1 - billieeilishstory *completed October, 2020*

A viral Coachella photo forces Billie Eilish and broke college photographer Y/N into a fake dating contract. Three months. One mansion. Zero feelings allowed. But when fights turn into kisses and fake dates feel too real, both girls realize some strings were never fake. Enemies to lovers. Forced proximity. Loving Billie isn't pretend , it's inevitable.

READ MORE THAN A FAN, SO MUCH MORE THAN A FAN AND MORE THAN A GIRLFRIEND BEFORE READING THIS! i honestly have no idea how many more than a fan sequels there are going to be, i'm going to try to make this be the last one but ion know. achieved: #1 in baird #1 in lesbianmarriage #3 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell

surprise bitch, there's another part to the more than a fan series. bet you weren't expecting that huh? got you motherfucker achieved #1 in oconnell

just read it bitch achieved #1 in #3 in baird