A year ago, Billie Eilish vanished after finishing her most personal, haunting album-one that never got released. Now, she's resurfaced in Iceland, suffering from retrograde amnesia and unable to recall the last twelve months. The only person allowed near her is Talia Williams, a reclusive photographer known for emotionally raw portraiture-and Billie's ex. But Billie doesn't know that. She doesn't remember their nights, their fights, or the love that destroyed them both. Talia's there under the guise of documenting Billie's recovery, but her real reason is simple: she needs to know what happened. And whether what they had can survive Billie forgetting it ever existed. Top Rankings Achieved- #5 madison #6 billie

she left to forget. now she's back-and so is everything she tried to bury. charlie was never supposed to come home. not after the falling out with her childhood best friend, not after the accident that left her physically and emotionally scarred, and definitely not after she lost herself somewhere along the way. but when life leaves her no choice, she returns to the one place that holds both her fondest memories...and her deepest heartbreak. back in the town she called home once upon a time, charlie has to face the ghosts of her past: therapy sessions she doesn't want, a future she's unsure of, and billie eilish-the girl she once called her best friend, and maybe something more. time has changed them. secrets still linger. and feelings? they never really went away. is it too late for second chances? or is this the moment charlie finally lets herself be loved the way she'd always dreamed?

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

•ice-cold /ˌʌɪsˈkəʊld/ 2. unemotional or dispassionate; unfeeling. "she is the epitome of ice-cold judgement" "𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 '𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬." *in which two polar opposites fall in love.* #1 - billieeilish [05/03/2020] #2 - gxg [27/03/2020] #1 - bil [15/02/2020] #1 - boardingschool [18/04/2020] Billie Eilish AU READ THA MUTHERFUCKIN TAGS BITCH ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {COMPLETED 1st MARCH 2020}

Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

Isabella was drowning in pain, stuck in a cycle she couldn't escape. Then came Billie. Beautiful, wild, unexpected. One night changed everything. But some scars run too deep... And saving each other might destroy them both. Achievements 🥇 #billieeilishsmut 🥇 #billie 🥇 #lesbian 🥇 #hmhas 🥇 #freaky 🥇 #pushandpull 🥇 #losangeles 🥈 #billieeilishfanfic 🥈 #billieeilish 🥈 #girls 5 #billiesmut

I didn't go to that party looking for anything, if I'm being totally honest I didn't even want to go. But when her eyes caught mine, something in me shifted. My closed off self began to open up without warning. I've worked hard to build a life that looks beautiful from the outside-even if sometimes, I don't always feel beautiful on the inside. I've kept people at arm's length. I've told myself I'm fine being alone. Then Billie kissed me. And suddenly, I wasn't so sure about anything. This story is about us. About falling in love when you least expect it. About trust, and timing, and choosing each other again and again-even when it's scary. Even when it's messy. This is our Fever Dream. 🥇 eilish - 14.07.25 🥇 billieilishfanfic 14.07.25

Juliana Cruz is 5 feet of glitter, guts, and quiet genius. Singer. Songwriter. Lesbian. Chronic overthinker. Fiercely loved only child. And very, very down bad for Billie Eilish. At 21, Jules has spent most of her life writing songs for other people's love stories-until a viral karaoke cover of Till Forever Falls Apart accidentally flips the spotlight onto her. Practically overnight, she's offered a record deal, shoved into the public eye, and faced with the one thing she's never had to do before: believe in herself. She's never hidden who she is. If you know Jules, you know she likes women. You know she loves loud, feels deeply, and flirts like it's an art form. With her two best friends-YouTube icons Larray and Tara Yummy-riding shotgun, and her cousin Mitch producing her debut album Think Later, Jules dives headfirst into the chaos of fame, queer identity, and what it means to finally stop playing it safe. She's funny like Sabrina Carpenter, soft like Gracie Abrams, chaotic like Tate McRae in 4-inch platforms-and the crush she's nursed on Billie Eilish for years? It's no joke. It's the kind of crush that could wreck her. The kind that makes her feel too much. But Billie doesn't even know she exists. Not yet. Because Jules has rules: 1. Think later. 2. Love louder. 3. And if Billie Eilish ever touched her? Kissed her? Wanted her? She wouldn't just fall. She'd let her.

Billie Eilish has always been a solo artist. Independent. Perfectionist. Untouchable. The idea of collaborating with anyone makes her skin crawl. But her label insists-her fourth album needs a collaboration. Enter Avery Quinn: twenty-one, ambitious, bright-eyed, and annoyingly talented. A rising star who's used to teamwork, Avery sees this as the opportunity of a lifetime. Billie sees it as a nightmare. Forced to spend long nights together in the studio, clashing over lyrics, melodies, and creative control, Billie's patience wears thin... and yet, she can't deny the pull Avery has over her. What starts as friction soon turns into something neither of them expected a dangerous, messy, undeniable attraction. Two artists. One studio. Too many sparks. gxg started: 09/14/2025 finished: 11/11/2025 achieved: 🥇 #collaboration 🥇 #firstmeetings 10° #billieeilish

"𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦..." reader g!p x bottom billie © 2019 worthlesscell All Rights Reserved