THIS STORY IS DISCONTINUED I'm not gay, am I? Travis doesn't understand why he feels for only boys, it's a sin and he'll be sent to hell for it. His dad beats him mercilessly and just as Travis thinks the solution to his problems is to end it all, a bright light in the shape of Sal Fisher appears. Travis soon realises that there is always something worth living for and that he's more than the label his father gives him. But he doesn't know how long it's going to last.

<ENDED UNFINISHED> <authors notes: this story was started back in 2019. before Travis's parents had names or were ever really acknowledged, so i had given them names based of me and a friends headcanons of them. seeing the rude ass comments over the names, and nothing else is getting old, and frankly just annoying. it feels like people are only hanging onto this one thing and doesnt care about anything else going on, which is why i stopped writing this. i might pick it back up but please, for the love of god dont talk about the damn names. i dont feel the need to chance them, but im tired of people crying over it. if it bothers you that much then id really rather you just didnt read. im sorry if this sounds rude to anyone knew to this story, its just very frustrating. other than that i hope you enjoy whats here. and read whatever may be put out in the future <3> !!INTRO!! We follow Travis Phelps and his life as the school prom is only a week away. And he plans to ask a very special guy to go with him. With a special twist :) GENERAL TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THIS STORY: Child abuse, child neglect, mention of murder, implied murder/murderer, cults, mention of cults, religion, the christian religion, homophobia, internalized homophobia

This story takes place 2 years after last book :] Travis and sal we're in a very good relationship. They had eachother and that was enough.Though things start to change and new things happen some good and some bad. Sal's Depression and past come back to haunt him whilst Travis's father comes back to terrorize him. As much as they love eachother they might get screwed over in the end... Read to find out what happens next ;] !Warning! Abuse Blood Cursing Su*c*de Smut Started: April-9th-2021 at 1:16 in the morning