He was the most perfect thing on this earth . His beauty was something out of this world , his features were heavenly like an angel . His gorgeous honey brown eyes I always get lost in . His plump lips that I love the most I could just kiss him all day . His smile that makes me weak I swear I could just faint . His amazingly shaped jaw just completes his beauty and his overly big but adorable fluffy hair . His charm is unbelievably breathtaking , when I look at him I float out of this world . Everything about him drove me insane . It’s just that…nobody knows about how I feel . Not even my closest and dearest people . It was a secret between me , myself , and I .

Originally from my account on MIssLiterati Book One of the Diaries series Janelle Cortez, a 14 year old girl whose emotions are jumbled up in a bunch so much that she can’t even decipher them. She once used to be this beautiful Black and Mexican girl with dark brown curly hair and a mixture of green and hazel eyes. Janelle used to be so talkative and fun, loving, caring…until that day tore her world apart. She came from a lot of friends, to none. Well two if you count a stuffed bear and a book with pages. Now, she doesn’t give a dxmn about anything besides herself. Hxll, she can’t even stand the thought about love period. Will that ever change, or will it still remain the same?