"i don't want to feel sick without you." "you were already sick without me." You enroll last minute in Paradis University with hopes of putting your old life in Marley behind you, only to cross paths with the one and only Eren Jaeger, who's being pulled under by his own demons. Can you learn to handle the overwhelming lust and loathing you feel towards each other while discovering something that could possibly ruin and bring to light everything you worked towards hiding? Or will the cycle keep repeating in circles? info/warnings- all characters belong to Hajime Isayama. college AU, modern world, drug use, overdosing, sexual content, violence, stalking, guns, knifes, near death experiences, mental illnesses, domestic violence, abusive behavior, toxic relationships, sexual abuse, and suicidal actions/ ideations. please read at your own discretion.

"𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐒𝐎 𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓" Some people wish they could ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ parts of their life. Johanna wishes she could ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ. ᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴇ 6 , she woke up under a bridge in Trost with no memory, not a single recollection of who she was or where she came from. Nevertheless, she grew up overnight. And while trying to find her place in a ᴛɪᴛᴀɴ infested world, Johanna's life starts to unravel in ways she never expected. From personal ᴍʏꜱᴛᴇʀɪᴇꜱ to betrayed ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛꜱ, to ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛꜱ revealed and unparalleled ʟᴏꜱꜱ. But throughout this calamity ᴇʀᴇɴ ᴊᴀᴇɢᴇʀ seems to be the centerpiece of it all. Her fire. ʜᴇʀ ᴄʟᴀʀɪᴛʏ. ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ ʜᴇʟᴘ the forces that try to keep them apart. And be ᴅᴀᴍɴᴇᴅ their efforts to stay together. Should their efforts succeed... it'll be 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. //canon non-compliant ending // all my attack on titan fanfics are connected :) //Attack on Titan belongs to Isayama **For the intended reading experience, please read in the smallest font size, with font "Charter"

❝I dont want to be your friend or communicate. Stay out of my way and I will stay out of yours,❞ Enemies to lovers Semi- slow burn. [You and Eren and are best friends with the same people (Mikasa and Armin) however he for some reason doesn't like you.] Please read the author's note. Fanart/cover is by ninetyboxes on twitter. I do not own these characters, all of them are from Attack on titan owned by Hajime Isayama.

Y/N was a girl born in Marley but after her mother stole the Thunder Titan, she was assigned by her mother to do one thing and one thing only: protect the Founder. As Y/N travels to Paradis after taking the Thunder Titan from her mother, she meets the boy that will forever change the future of the world, and the curiosity of her mind. ;eren yeager x fem!reader ;started: 11/4/20 ;ended: 4/27/21 thanks :) bio for artist.