❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

Dazai Osamu has never known a childhood. In fact, his abusive parents had made sure of that. He is depressed. He thinks there is no happiness for him. What he never expected was someone to actually care about him. Chuuya Nakahara was never really alone. In fact, despite having a rough childhood, he still had a friend in his younger classmate Akutagawa, no matter if he might sometimes act tougher than he is. Chuuya never thought he'd run into someone he would want to help so much as he wanted to help a certain boy of bandages. High School AU

"You got a date?" the ginger asked in a surprised voice, pointing at the brunette's occupied hand. Dazai observed the situation and thought that it wouldn't hurt to make his chibi jealous. The brunette smirked "Why, yes! I wanted you to be the first one to find out! I was sure you'd be happy with the news." The ginger looked unimpressed as he puffed his cigarette. "Wow, really? That's great I guess?" said the ginger as he turned away to sit back at the window. "If that's the case then why are you still here bothering me? Shouldn't you be getting ready?" Dazai looked disappointed with the reaction so he took the chance to fluster the ginger. "Well, you ARE my date, so I was here to pick you up-" "HA?!" Chuuya turned around to face Dazai once more, this time with a thick blush covering his face. Highschool/ Countryside AU No powers AU Soukoku (main) and Shin soukoku

Chuuya and Dazai had been secretly dating since they were 16. It wasn't uncommon for Dazai to Disappear for a few days due to his job, but this time he has yet to come back at all. Now Chuuya must come to terms with the fact that Dazai abandoned him or so he thinks he has but what will happen whe Dazai suddenly reappears after 4 years? This story takes place from the time they were 18 the the age Dazai left the port mafia to the screen in dead apple , its about how Chuuya copes with what happened if he can let it go or if it will send him into a downward spiral. Trigger warning. I do not own the characters. Oh if you like it make sure to leave a comment I really enjoy feedback.

"Look Chuuya, it's snowing in November how odd it that?" "what are you saying Dazai.." "its always snowing.."

↽ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇs ɪ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ... ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ⇀ ============== BSD and characters belong to Kafka Asagiri