***1st Place Winner in Teen Fiction for the Undiscovered Writer Awards*** ***One of the EarnestyWriterAwards favorite female leads*** Lulu's mom is sick and Lulu desperately wants to be free of all her troubles so she convinces herself that she no longer needs to stay a part of this world. At 13, she decides to jump off a light house balcony and become a part of the ocean. That night, she meets a boy who convinces her to live for at least one more day. After spending the night running around the town with him, a tragedy strikes and Lulu wakes up in the hospital, unaware of what happened to the boy. Years later, it is senior year and Lulu's mom has finally died. She hides once more behind the delusion that she doesn't belong in this world. But fate has another plan for her and now, it's her turn to save someone from themselves. Can she save herself in the process? Credit to the awesome @MulanJiang for the beautiful cover! "A thing I really loved in it is that it can talk about serious subjects like death and sickness without shocking anyone, thanks to the very particular way of writing."- from Book Reviews by @jackandjack22 "The story was beautifully depicted and the characters were very appealing. The story exposes its characters in their raw and vulnerable form-allowing the audience to sympathize and relate to them."-from Young Adult Book Reviews by @theyoungadultawards created 1/22/2016

He stood for everything she was against and he wouldn't be caught dead befriending someone like her, but when the worst happens and they find themselves in a similar situation, only then will they realize they need each other to discover the anatomy of a broken heart and how to mend it. Santana and Caleb are from two different worlds but they have one thing in common: they're both in love, but not with each other. Caleb loves Farrah, and Santana is crazy about Jasper, and when they both get dumped, Caleb hatches a plan with Santana to get their beaus back: pretend to date in order to make the others jealous. It's a crazy plan, but it just might work. WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, AND DRUGS.