Losing your soulmate is a very painful feeling indeed. I lost mine and all I could feel is sadness, despair and guilt. For almost two years, I forgot how to smile and laugh. I forgot how it felt like to be happy. All my heart knows is those three depressing feelings. All I know what to do is cry. I cry every single day to the point that I feel as if I've ran out of tears to cry sometimes. Because of him, I found out what the colour of Magenta means when it flashes through a vampire's eyes. Magenta means love. But ocean blue... I still have no idea what it means. STARTED: 31st December 2016 ENDED: 5th February 2017 #31 in Fanfiction [170212]

Rather than being frightened of them, I find vampires intriguing.. I find myself observing their eyes, everyday at school. Figuring out the emotion they were showing when they're talking to friends or getting pissed off by some person. Some students only thought that a vampire's eyes are beautiful since they flash different colours for a mere second. Not knowing that there was a meaning to every colour flashing through their eyes. Bright yellow, a sign of happiness. Reddish orange, a sign of anger. Cerulean blue, a sign of sadness. And the colour everyone fears the most, dark red. A sign that a vampire is ready to pounce on you and suck all your blood. I honestly feel bad for them since their emotions are just shown like that. Which means people can easily tell what they're feeling. Luckily, not everybody gives a damn about it. Then again, humans still fear them and some even despises them for 'ruining' this 'peaceful' world. Vampires are said to be the misfits of this world.. And I don't agree to it at all.. STARTED: 15th May 2016 ENDED: 30th December 2016