I fell in love with the utmost beauty of you,the deepest truth of you...yet I was never noticed. ____________________________________________________________________________________ Jai easily accepted he loves his best friend, slowly falling deeper into the feelings. Feeling swoons and what not. First crush hits different,right? Especially when your crush is your bff and you got to know he has a crush too,who is not you and little did you always knew it was never gonna be you. Either you have to erase the feelings or keep hurting for the rest of your life. But life wants you miserable,and now you are worse than that. Would Jai ever get over or will fall in the void deeper and alone. This is how it feels to love your best friend. TW: includes smut, smoking and very poorly written ( &so many grammatical mistakes so feel free to correct and teach me ). Plus, English isn't my first language so this is going to be a disaster, I can not even speak my first language properly so yeah, this sure will be one :). COMPLETED‼️‼️

how will i find the love i want , how will i get someone like you back, I loved you too much , from writing poetries to writing long paragraph letters to sharing my favourite music and dedicating it you , from watching future together to watching favourite series , I did everything with you , from my perspective it was never meant to broken , in my inner heart you were my soulmate, i would have Burned the world if you would have said that but " you said you don't love " , " I can understand " but what about the future i saw with you , what about the feeling i had inside me for you , what about my poetries for and what about the Love i had for you , How can someone turn from Lover to stranger in One , I prayed to god to get you back , i cried in Front of you to get you back , But i Got nothing, The Heart which was filled with joy and happiness is now just empty , You Left me in a way that Now i don't feel Love , I hate this feeling but i Just don't feel love anymore , I'm love less . What should i do know , The voice of you is still inside my head , I still remember all the things you have told me , From kitchen talking to secret talking in room , How should i forget the moonlight talk , the people around you , the family i never met but i know everything about , How should i forget you , You were my dopamine and now I'm dead inside . And Each night i just think How should i get you back, I still pray to god , that i need her send her to me .