"Master Damien... pinapatawag nyo daw po ako..." Tumango si Damien at tumingin muna sa akin bago nagsalita. Isang tingin lang, pero ramdam ko na ang bigat at seryosong intensyon sa mga mata niya. "Explain." Isang salita lang-malakas, matatag, pero may bahid ng galit-pero alam ko na ang ibig niyang sabihin. "S-sinabihan po kasi nung kaklase niya si Clyde na walang mommy, iniwan ng mommy at kung ano-ano pang salita... Master!!" Nanginginig ako habang sinasabi ito, ramdam ko ang init sa dibdib at ang kirot ng galit sa pagkakaroon ng kasalanan kahit pinagtanggol ko lang ang alaga ko. "Then!?" Ang boses niya, malamig at kontrolado, para bang sumusukat sa bawat emosyon ko. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili. pinitik ko po ang nguso Ng kaklase niya. Ramdam ko ang pagkabagabag sa sarili ko nang makita siyang napasapo sa ulo. "Alam mo bang pwede kang kasuhan sa ginawa mo?" Tahimik siya, nakatitig lang, at bawat salita niya ay parang palaso sa dibdib ko. halos hindi makatingin ang mata ko sa kanya, napakagat ako sa labi, pinipigilan ang pag sagot. pero bigla itong Tumayo at lumapit sa akin. Ang bawat hakbang niya ay nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Napayuko ako habang papalapit siya, hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa takot.. "Dad-este, Master!!" gulat Kong sigaw Ng kornerin ako nito.. "Shhh..."ngumisi to maya maya.. "How many times do I have to tell you not to bite your lips when you're talking to me?" P-po!? Hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong pisngi "Let me have a taste of those lips that never know how to obey." at sa nanlalaking kong mga mata agad niya akong hinalikan.

SPG/R18/Not suitable for young readers/Read at your own risk Vince Alcantara- ang lalaking malaki ang pagkakahalintulad sa kababata at matalik na kaibigan na si Keane Matthew. Parehong snob, a silent type guy at hindi na-attached kahit kaninong babae. Parehong iisang anak at nagiisang tagapag-mana ng sari-sariling pamilya. Parehong possessive at handang ipaglaban ang babaeng itinatangi. Pero may isang pinagkaiba sa kanila at yon ay ang kasama nya ang babaeng tinatangi o minamahal nya simula pagkabata. At hinihintay lang nya ang tamang panahon para maangkin ito ng buo. At kaya nyang gawin ang lahat para dito. Kahit pa habang buhay syang maging celibated na hindi naman nangyari dahil ng nagkaron ng pagkakataon ay paulit ulit nyang inangkin ang dalaga... Allyson Gutierrez- ang babaeng itinatangi o iniibig ng binatang si Vince. Ang babaeng hindi paniwalaan ang nararamdaman ng binata dahil hindi pa nya nakikitang na-attract kahit kaninong babae. Pero lihim ding itinatangi ang binata. At sinusubukan kung hanggang saan ang paninindigan ng binata para sa pagmamahal sa kanya. Pero dahil sa kasusubok nya dito ay nasagi ang pride ng binata at pinarusahan sya. A sweet and hot punishment na humantong sa panibagong yugto ng buhay nila....

THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #2 Someday you'll look back on your mistakes and laugh. To name a few instances, these are those awkward first kisses you shared with your first boyfriend, those failed recitations that your classmates don't seem to forget, and those poor outfit ideas that you once thought were cute. Iyong mga dating nakakahiya, nakakainis, at masakit para sa 'yo, pagdating ng araw, ngingitian mo na lang. Maybe by then, you'll realize how much time you've invested in being too emotional. Pero may mga bagay na kahit matagal nang nangyari, hindi natin magawang tawanan. Siguro dahil nakakahiya pa rin? Siguro dahil nakakainis pa rin? O siguro, dahil masakit pa rin? For Amari Sloane Mendoza, it's all of the above. Among all the awkward, failed, and poor instances, falling in love with her classmate, Leon Ysmael Zamora, is the only mistake she can't laugh about.

THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #1 Have you ever been so smitten with someone that you were just so grateful they existed? Tipong makita mo lang siya, solved ka na. Kahit hindi mo siya makausap o makasama, inspired na inspired ka. That was the case for Dawn Karsen Navarro, a die-hard fan of a prominent singer and songwriter, Dior Kobe Gallardo. Kahit pa laging General Admission ticket lang ang nabibili niya at halos kasinlaki lang ng gagamba ang natatanaw niya mula sa upuan, marinig niya lang ang boses ng binata, kuntento na siya. So, when luck pulled a trick on her poor heart, she didn't hesitate to take advantage of the opportunity. She went from being in the farthest row to being in the backstage, from seeing only a glimpse of her idol to a face-to-face encounter, and from hearing only a fraction of his life to knowing everything there was to know about him. She had made a lot of progress. But, why did she go back to being seated in the farthest row? Why did she go back to being just a mere fan? After everything they vowed, why did she go back to being a stranger in the midst of the crowd?

Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.

She met him in the club. She liked him even before she met him. They got drunk, they dance to the rhythm of dirty music, talk some nonsense and then they end up in a hotel room. She happily gave him her precious virginity but when morning came... She was forgotten. Pagkalipas ng ilang linggo, nakita niya ulit ang lalaki. Pero sa pagkakataong ito, hindi iyon sa ilalim ng iba't-ibang ilaw na nagkikisapan. Sa pagkakataong iyon, ito ang amo niya at siya ay isang katulong sa mansiyon nito. At para dagdagan ang kamalasan niya, hindi siya nito maalala. But what happens when he started noticing her? Would she end up lying to him? And what happens when she runs out of lies and he stops believing her? CECELIB | C.C. WARNING: MATURE CONTENT | P-18 COMPLETED

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 11/20/2020 Ended: 01/29/2021 How far would you go for someone? How many hailstorms and dark clouds would you endure? How many falling stars would you wait for to make a single wish come true? For Reese Deborah Madrid, the sky was the limit. She was used to having whatever she wanted. Clothes? Shoes? Jewelry? Name it. She could get it without putting in so much effort. So, when she hoped for another shot of love with her ex-boyfriend, she was ready to sacrifice everything to win him back. Even if that meant she had to look stupid and desperate. Even that meant she had to suffer through the pain of watching him be disgusted by her. Even if that meant she had to deal with his harsh words and apathy. She did everything in her power to go back into his arms. She stood up to the rain that soaked her and the sun that burned her skin. She waited from daybreak to nightfall, hoping that he would eventually fall back in love with her. She thought she was getting there. She felt like she'd made it. But then, in the world where she could be anything, she lost everything in the name of her love for him. Because much like the sky, Harvin Rouge Foster was only meant to be loved from afar.

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.