Raven and Shane both have it hard, but together they help each other. Sometimes friendship can lead to love and more. HUHHUH GAAYYYY but prepare to cry

I fight the screaming, the fear, the embarrassing stupidity. I don't give in but. Sometimes it wins. Sometimes I lose who am I, I lose the ability to form to form to form sentences and thoughts wi which don't repeat the ability to form the ability to form sentences which don't repeat in circles in my head. Sometimes the little faceless man runs screaming in circles and I can't look directly for fear they might see him running screaming. I can't open my eyes to them can't open my mind or soul in fear they might know that I'm faking it. I know they know anyway. I know they hear it. I know they talk. I know they wonder where I went why I can't hear them. the noise, the noise in my head won't let me go. It won't let go. I try. I cut. All this wasted time this wasted life destroys me.