Bazen insanlar değişmek için doğru kişiye ihtiyaç duyarlar

Bu hikaye bitmeyecek ama devamda etmeyecek. Ne unutacağım seni, ne kavuşacağım. Bir yerlerde adın geçtiğinde, hep aynı sızıyla hatırlayacağım.

Sen beni o pistte ilk gördüğünde dünayanın merkezi olacağımı hiç düşünmemişsin Bense seni ilk gördüğüm an anlamıştım seni herşeyden çok seveceğimi... Ölüm bizi ayırana kadar ♡

İçine düştüğüm bu durum, yeterince dibe batmamışım gibi daha da içine çekiyordu beni...

This story is a continuation of my living nightmare and a beautiful lié by @winternightz so if you haven't read those two first I recommend you go do it because you won't understand anything

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

Herkes 2. Bir şansı hak eder ...

L- Ama hayatım boyunca yaşamadığım şeyi huzuru, bi tek senin yanında hissettiğimi fark ettim, teşekkür ederim Bill... Ona döndüğümde üzgün bakıyordu. Ama dediğim şeyden dolayı gülümsemişti. B- Ben de Lara... ben de tek senin yanında böyle hissediyorum.

nasıl bir his biliyor musun? oda çok geniş ama sığamıyorsun, kapı orada ama çıkamıyorsun, pencere açık ama nefes alamıyorsun.

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.