A drunkin' Castiel comes to Dean one night and while the two boys are alone things take a surprising turn forcing the boys to come to terms with their feels for each other.

It takes place a few hours after Mary Winchester left the bunker. Dean is heartbroken, Sam is drinking, Castiel and Crowley are looking for Lucifer. Cas can hear Dean in his head, and he drops everything to make sure he's okay. They have no idea that they love each other. They've been keeping it to themselves, their own personal struggles. But tonight may be the night that all changes. Is this moment in time the place to finally let all be exposed?

Dean Winchester has never been able to open up. Not even to the most important people in his life: is brother sam and his best friend the angel Castiel. As a hunter, emotions are more a setback than an advantage. One night, his emotions get the best of him and dean gets drunk. What happens when Castiel finds dean crying to himself, drunk in his bed? He'll never unhear the words, "im broken. Worthless. Expendable."