[Completed] Book 1 of the CRASH trilogy. Still reeling from the death of her parents, Smith finds herself in a dangerous situation after an unexpected encounter. Her life quickly spirals out of control, but will she get herself out before it's too late? AU. Trigger warning. Mature content. Achieved:- #1 in Billieeilish #1 in Billie #1 in Billiefanfic #1 in Ilomilo #2 in girlxgirl #4 in LGBT

᯽߷𖦹─BILLIE EILISH─𖦹߷᯽ ❛❛𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋 with those damn kids if it means I get to hang out with you.❞ ─ Who knew that Billie, the neighborhood's infamous loner, would be caught taking care of its pesky kids. ─ Ash hates kids. In fact, she's even sworn to herself that she would never have any of her own. So, why does she find herself working at her local daycare? 𖦹߷᯽─᯽߷𖦹 STARTED: 4/05/2021 ENDED: ─ UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES IS ANYONE ALLOWED TO COPY MY WORK! ─ ANYONE/THING THAT SHARES SIMILARITIES TO SOMEONE/THING IN REAL LIFE IS PURELY A COINCIDENCE! Billie and Finneas are the only real people in this story. ─ THE COVER WAS MADE BY ME! #1 in #slowburn #3 in #billieeilish #3 in #justreadit #4 in #girlxgirl

᯽߷𖦹─BILLIE EILISH─𖦹߷᯽ ❛❛𝐈𝐅 𝐈 could promise you peace, would you take my hand?❞ ─ Words dig deeper than people realize. Ambrose knows that all too well, but she decides against truly dealing with the issue. But when she meets the girl who carves words into the walls of the bathroom stalls, she's forced to face the words that have been tattooed on her body. 𖦹߷᯽─᯽߷𖦹 STARTED: 11/08/2021 ENDED: ─ UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES IS ANYONE ALLOWED TO COPY MY WORK! ─ ANYONE/THING THAT SHARES SIMILARITIES TO SOMEONE/THING IN REAL LIFE IS PURELY A COINCIDENCE! Billie and Finneas are the only real people in this story. ─ COVER WAS MADE BY ME! ─ TRIGGERS! - Mentions of S/A - Swearing - Violence/Blood - Anxiety - Mentions of illness #1 in #gettingbetter

"𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨." 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬.

"Chevy Chase," she beckons from behind me, "what a pleasure it is seeing you here." -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- chase lives in a low-hanging fog, a struggling artist losing sight of her vision. Utterly and completely confused, drowning her depression and existential dread in work and drugs, she stumbles across something else entirely: a magical underground club scene under the command of an enchanting young woman. Amidst the throbbing music and pulsing crowds, Chase soon discovers there is more to billie than meets the eye- lingering just beneath the surface. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- PLAYLIST IN BIO

The average person is led to believe college junior, Billie O'Connell lacks commitment, manners and even morals in some cases. The 21 year-old frequently tends to spend her time at parties, doing drugs of limited kind, or participating in hook-up culture. Her character is challenged one Monday morning at a cross walk, when a cane hits her leg. That cane just so happened to belong to Julia Morales, a younger woman currently learning to cope with losing her vision. Hesitant at first, Billie opens her heart and joins Julia in her journey. (G!P)

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}