The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

Ryan texts a random number he found on the bathroom stall. Brendon tries to ignore the text messages when he finds out who it is. Out of mutual boredom and curiosity, the pair decide to play 21 questions. Text fic Started: 3/29/20 Finished: 5/24/20 Highest Ranking: #1 Ryden #1 Petewentz

new chat with: brendbin brendbin: holy shit pete the best thing just happened to me ryroy: this isn't pete t/w: depression/suicide/homophobia/verbal abuse complete* so many typos. I'm yet to completely edit this fan fiction. please pardon the typos for now!

au || "fuckboy" ryan starts texting brendon, only to become infatuated with him

Dead bodies are piling up and so are Brendon's anxieties. He'd moved to this small boring town with the hopes of a quiet life. But what happens when he meets, Ryan, the man responsible for the kills? Well he falls for him, of course! Can he change Ryan's ways so they can live happily ever after? Or will Ryan change him? One things for sure, they're sticking together. Because while the victims Ryan stabs, dies...... Their love doesn't.u (Co Written with: 0_who_me_0 check that bitch out ! She's awesome ❤️)

ryro: i think i like you beebo: you shouldn't

"You were the sun, and I was the moon, and the moon met the sun and fell in love. But now, I have to be your sun and pull you out of this dark place, too, my moon. I will show you that moons are bright too, just like you showed me." finished oct. 5, 2018 ✔️

Ryan laughs, "No, we're just friends. There's nothing between us," Brendon's smile wavers the slightest and he forces a laugh, "Yeah, nothing." Despite being abnormally close to his best friend, Ryan Ross has it programmed into his head that anything and everything between him and Brendon is entirely platonic. On Brendon's part though, it's not quite the same. (RyDen ft Brallon, Highschool AU)

In which Brendon and Ryan are fuck buddies. Brendon wants more and Ryan is definitely not gay... right? High School AU There will be a lot of smut. Third Person, but mainly centred around Brendon.

Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...