some people are blessed with a soulmate. dan howell is one of them. dan is an ordinary boy. when he turns 15 years old, he starts hearing a voice inside his head. the voice of his soulmate.. ..and dan does not even realize what is about to happen next. *trigger warning* self harm, eating disorder, abuse

There is a weekly support group at Manchester Hospital for those suffering with mental illnesses. Dan may have just moved to Manchester, but he has been dealing with depression and panic attack disorder for as long as he could remember. He is eighteen now. He is attending university, albeit reluctantly. Most of all, though, he is alone. Or, at least, that's how it feels. Enter Phil. Phil's not perfect either. Maybe that's exactly what draws them to each other. Maybe that's exactly what will tear them apart. // Dan and Phil fanfiction. Talk of mental illnesses. On hiatus(?).

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying