Ethan Calaway has spent his entire life hopelessly in love with his best friend, Noah Anderson. Due to unfortunate complications, his love for Noah's ocean eyes has been locked away from the world- especially from Kurtis Anderson. Fast forward to many years later when Ethan receives an invitation to Mr. Anderson's memorial. Old memories, past love, and most definitely pain resurfaces when Ethan returns to his hometown.

Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks. But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy. This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten. *The sequel is out - Make me beg* https://www.wattpad.com/story/293369610-make-me-beg == Links == All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile! == Disclaimer == # This is a boy x boy story # Contains explicit language and content (+18!!) # Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning) == Rankings == Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE (and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )

{COMPLETED} Axel Miller is the smartest guy in school. Or well, he used to be. Ever since his parents left, everything's been going downhill. Jayden Williams, the school quarterback. He's been asked to tutor Axel, in hopes of getting him back on track. A jock tutoring the nerd? That's unheard of.. Though, Axel isn't your typical nerd. Sure, he's a real bookworm and likes to spend his time reading, but that's not all there is to him. With a sob worthy past and hidden skills, Axel Miller may not be as much of a nerd as everyone thinks. --------------------- Started: 01/11/2019 Ended: 01/05/2020 --------------------- Top Rankings: #1 on jockxnerd 23/12/2019 #1 on jockxjock 25/04/2020 #1 on bxblove 20/05/2020 #2 on lgbt 23/05/2020 #1 on bxblove 29/05/2020 #1 on boyxboy 13/06/2020 #1 on familyconflict 22/06/2020 #1 on lgbtfiction 27/06/2020 #1 on fastpaced 27/06/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 12/07/2020 #1 on familyconflict 12/07/2020 #1 on teenlove 16/07/2020 #1 on fastpaced 16/07/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 16/07/2020 #1 on jockxjock 08/08/2020 #1 on familyconflict 02/11/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 02/11/2020 Special Rankings: #69 on basketball 😛 12/07/2020