Harry Styles is being destroyed. Everyday, Zayn bullies him worse than the day before. It's not easy making it through school. But when a new student, Louis Tomlinson, starts taking care of Harry, emotions become evident. Why does Zayn hate Harry so much? As the Louis starts digging deeper, he figures out the heartbreak that occured. And worse, he discovers his own love for Harry. What will happen when love gets rough? Will they give up? Or will they try to hold on? A Larry Stylinson fanfic. Also includes some Ziam :)

Nightmare: An unpleasant dream that can cause a strong negative emotional response from the mind, typically fear or horror, but also despair, anxiety and great sadness. Harry Styles of One Direction has been having terrifying dreams for the past week. But in these dreams, the typical monsters cease to exist. Instead, Harry's nightmares consist of two lovers undergoing the painful crisis of separation. Whether its death or fate that tears them apart, the two young men vow to love one another forever. Besides the awkwardness of having gay dreams while being a heterosexual, Harry knows these two boys. One is him. And the other? Louis Tomlinson, his best friend and band mate that has a beautiful girlfriend. As the dreams fail to conclude their journey through his mind, something deep inside of Harry begins to stir; something close to his heart. As the questions of why he's having these nightmares threaten to overwhelm him, Harry is forced to confront himself on the one question he never thought he'd have to ask himself.

Harry Styles has secretly been in love with Louis Tomlinson from the very first day he laid eyes on him, but Harry must keep this a secret for the band's sake. Stress, conflicts and just being around Louis begin to make Harry question his ability to keep pretending that Louis is not everything to him. Hating others and himself, taking his own life comes to mind more than once. One night, the unthinkable happens; and this causes Harry to lose all control. The matchmaking skills and advice from Niam will not help and Eleanor is only making it worse. Harry is sure Louis will never love him back. Or will he? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ { Disclaimer; all characters in this fictional story have NO connection to their actual personas besides their physical appearances and names. All personalities of the characters are simply created from my own imagination, and used for no purpose other than, story telling. } ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I hope you enjoy(-:

. "Behind the headlines, beyond the spotlight, lies the truth..” .

"I know as much as I'm saying sorry it will mean nothing in the long run, but I cant help but apologize. And Louis, you see how my pink blanket is in my hand? The one that matches your blue one. Yeah, I want you to take your pick. You can either put it in my coffin with me or you can keep it. Louis, as I've addressed the letter, I figured you have probably found me. Sorry about that by the way, I didn't want anyone to have to find me, especially since I think you will take this the hardest. But I want you to know that I have left something for you. Eleven letters. Well, this is number eleven, so there's ten more. They are all hidden in my pillowcase. You can chose to read them whenever you want, and you can show them to the lads if you want to, but they're written for you."

Read the first book My Notebook before this one! I will not update this one so don't ask me to. :) ~ How do one react when their best friend dies from cancer and he hides it until he dies. How does one react when their best friend was madly in love with them. How does one react when they are married and that dead best friend who also happened to love them attended that wedding? When Louis comes back from Paris he finds out that Harry died. His best friend died. And Zayn got something that was Harry's, something that would make everything crystal clear for Louis. Zayn 'has Harry's notebook.

Just Harry writing about his life and the months he has left to live this is the first book. no I wont update the other one. so if you read this know that there is a second book that is not completed

What the fuck is up with Louis? It was a mistake! I'm over it. I'm sorry. Gotta forget about him. I won't let you go. Why won´t he leave me alone? Not again. I can't believe I did that to Nico. Harry will be mine.