𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒 "𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆" 𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐖 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

All our pain and beauty is a college romance. Two young adults trying to figure themselves out during college, struggling with the anger they hold within themselves and family. A love story about two people who began as strangers, but souls connect, hearts cling onto each other, hands interlock with each other, and beauty begins to shine.

This poetry will be dedicated to my sweet boyfriend Angel. The messenger from God, the love of my life, and the one that's made me believe in love again. I love you so much my sweet boy, may God bless you with happiness and wealth.

A message to my sweet lover.

Remembering the things you've done. I miss you, but you are no longer mine. In fact you were never mine even though I wished you were. I'm back in the beginning where I started from. The stupidity I had to think you were really going to be mine one day, you used me for your nasty pleasures, but I can't blame you, I was foolish to think you did that out of love. It wasn't love, it was the lust you've had for my body. I pray you'll be a better man when you become one, you're just another boy who likes to play games. -Kai

Things I don't talk about. Just as simple as that. Things I boil up inside me, things that still haunt me, things that traumatized me. Things probably most people don't talk about but relate to.

"𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦" -𝘈𝘯𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘰 𝘔𝘢𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘘𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘦 Antonio got sent to the psych ward because of the voices in his head and his murders that was caused because of his mentalness. He'll kill for the woman he met at the psych ward. The woman who sees the good in him and would let him do anything to her. "I'll put a blade to your neck if you ever think about another fucking man," I glared at Alessia as my jaw clenches. "I'd get turned on love," Alessia winks at me slowly running her hand down my abs to the waistband of my pants. He'll kill for her. He'll even 𝔻𝕀𝔼 for her. It all started with his first love. He did everything for her just for her to be unfaithful at the end of the relationship. 𝙎𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚. Unfaithful woman always made his murderous mind go crazy. Every woman he sees he kills. It all changes when he meets somebody who would like the pain to their body. "𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦. 𝘏𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘈𝘯𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘰" -𝘈𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘢 𝘙𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘪 𝘈𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘰 She loves the pain to her body. The thought of a blade to her throat turns her on. No man can ever please her like the man she met at the psych ward. The throat of him hurting her makes her wet. She touches herself to the thought of him. "Please touch me..," I beg him to touch me as my pussy gets wetter just looking at him. "I'll touch you until you scream my name all fucking night sweetheart," He slips his hand into my pants slowly rubbing my clip teasing me.

𝐿𝓊𝒸𝒶 𝒜𝓁𝒻𝑒𝓇𝒶 𝒜𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾 Age: 27 Italian An MMA fighter in the light but an Underground fighter in the night. "È 𝘭'𝘰𝘳𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘰" (It's showtime baby) He flirts with his new helper who helps him clean up after fights thinking he won't fall in love with her just messing around since he's never seen a woman in this type of field before but ends up getting jealous when she has to help other men. Does Luca fall in love with this woman? Or will he not? If so, what will her brother Valentino think about all of this? Will his boss accept the love he has for his sister? 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐚 Age:24 Mexican A girl whose brother Valentino Reyes Aguila owns the MMA and underground fighting rings lets his sister work there. 𝕖𝕤 𝕝𝕒 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕒 𝕕𝕖𝕝 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨, 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕠 (it's showtime I guess) She helps clean fighters at the end of every round they have. She meets this handsome man who she hears is the best of them all In MMA and underground fighting rings. He flirts with her as she cleans him up... She recognizes this man who was in her dream. She gets flattered that he's flirting with her and slowly falls in love with him day by day but does he feel the same about her? This handsome man after a couple days makes her brother pay her extra for cleaning him after fights and only him. What will her brother think about her falling in love with the most strongest man in the fighting field? Will her brother accept her love for him or will he fire her for falling too deeply in love with this man and being distracted from him? ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ꜱᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ｔｉｋｔｏｋ： ｂｌａｈｈｈｂｌｏｏｐ

Mᴇ ᴀɴᴅ Yᴏᴜ A book where a innocent woman named Seven Rose who feels alone and unwanted by the people around her. She works at a strip club but shes a bartender who needs money badly to flee the state away from all the bad memories that have been made in which is.. Chicago.. where everything started.. where shes made the bad decision and went to jail before for smashing windows of her ex boyfriends car for cheating on her. Maybe she isnt so innocent at all when she accepts the Italian mafia leaders offer of her joining his group but something that he doesn't know is that maybe she isn't as innocent as she seems. Shes filled with sadness and anger. Enzo Romano, somebody who is a leader of the biggest mafia in Italy. Enzo grew up only remembering little about his father.. his mother always told him that he passed away due to a myterious death.. As he grew up he always wanted to find out more about what happened to his father. Enzo Romano has never found love.. After his father passed away he never thought of loving somebody else but his mother and his group. It was hard for him to open up to people but he shouldn't.. right? he's a mafia leader seeking for revenge not love... until he meets Seven, He can't keep his eyes nor hands off of her after she accepts his offer. Did he really need more teammates? or did he already fall in love her when he first laid his eyes on her.