I want to wake up at 2am, roll over, see your face, and know that I'm right where I'm supposed to be... tragic love au started: 5th march 2019. finished: 5th march 2019 #1 in lamppost #12 in SKIZ #3 in squirrel

"When you get a new heart, will I still be in there?" She says, barely a whisper. "Will I still be in that heart?" "You're not just in my heart," Jeongguk replies truthfully. "You're in the blood flowing through my veins, you're in my mind, you're under my skin, around my bones, buried in my soul." Or: When Jeongguk moves to a hospital to mend his dying heart, he meets Yerim, a patient who paints stars on hospital tables and causes trouble everywhere she goes. A girl with stardust at her feet and constellations in her eyes. It's only then that he realises that you'll only truly feel alive when you're about to die. "A truly beautiful story and as someone who reads a lot, both on and a lot more outside Wattpad, can tell you that I will definitely remember it. Not like a good fanfiction it is, but like a story that deserves publishing so I can place it on my bookshelf." - jbmdsoul "This is one of my favourite books from now on I don't even know what to say. I'm still a sobbing mess I've been crying like a bitch and I need some time." - myshatae "I've read a lot of fanfics and it's safe to say I've never cried so hard reading one up until now. It is beautifully written and I have no words to describe how pathetically in love I am with this story." - bangtansbullet "This book was amazing. You made me cry like a thousand times and best-selling books and movies can't make me cry." - joonstree ACHIEVEMENTS 1st Place in BANGTAN WRITERS' AWARDS [COMPLETED] Note: Park Yerim is an original character. © whippednation 2018

"You're alive to me, Taehyung." He let out a humorless chuckle and looked at me. "Too bad they've killed me years ago." Started: 07/14/19 Completed: 06/25/20

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17