Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

Full credit goes to the original creator and writer of this book, bilspurpose. I noticed many people were requesting this story after it was unfortunately deleted, so I decided to bring it back for you guyssss. ⚠ This story contains mature content, including a lot of smut. ⚠

Ellie lives to capture the magic of concerts. But the night she meets Billie Eilish in the intimacy of a backstage room, her world shifts.

I've lived in LA my entire life - the noise, the chaos, the people, all blending into something familiar yet never quite right. I never expected to find someone who could change that. Then came Billie. At a time when everything around me felt like it was falling apart, she appeared like a light I didn't know I needed. From the start, it wasn't just friendship - we clicked in a way I didn't know was possible. Our relationship was fast, intense, beautiful, and messy all at once. But it wasn't all easy. There were moments of doubt, of things left unsaid, and times when I didn't know if we could make it. But what happens when two people fall so hard for each other, yet the world around them feels so uncertain? Will love be enough to hold us together? Or will the chaos of life tear us apart?

And I'm coming back home to you. - Sequel to Sleepless Nights.

"oh shit, I was just gonna say hi but now I gotta say... I'm a huge fan man" Murphy is just as much of a superstar as Billie but something about that girl feels different in a way she can't explain.

Effy works nights at a shitty bar in a shitty part of LA, lives in an even shittier apartment with a leaky ceiling and a stray cat that refuses to leave. She's all rough edges and way too used to life handing her the short end of the stick. Nothing ever comes easy, and if it does, it probably wants something in return. Then this girl walks in. Easy laugh. Soft eyes. Looks like sin in a bandana and moves like the world's hers for the taking.

Was hoping you'd come home. I don't care if it's a lie. - This is the sequel to Hit Me Hard.

M̶u̶r̶p̶h̶y̶'s̶ L̶a̶w̶:̶ a̶n̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ c̶a̶n̶ g̶o̶ w̶r̶o̶n̶g̶ w̶i̶l̶l̶ g̶o̶ w̶r̶o̶n̶g̶ Murphy's Law: anything that can happen will happen Murphy McIntyre (@murphymack) is an influencer who came up in the golden era of YouTube. Somehow, she's maintained and even grown her following as social media has changed over the years. When her grandmother dies, the only relative she has left and the woman who raised her, Murphy disappears from social media for months. Upon her return, she's suddenly thrown into a room with Billie Eilish, a world-famous musician and one of the hottest women Murphy's ever laid eyes on. To her surprise, Billie shows interest back, and they quickly spark up a friends-with-benefits situation. But with Murphy still grieving, real feelings developing, and the scrutinizing media... what started as a fun fling has turned into so much more.