won't last, I'm okay with that // burn, crash, romance -basically a Calum fluff book with occasional smut and a big surprise at the end :) (previously called If These Walls Could Talk) highest rank: #1 in 5sosfanfic (sept-nov. 2018)

god damnit we look good together

"Promise me you'll be fine?" She said as the two of held onto each other's hands for dear life. "I'll be just fine." I said kissing her hand and reassured her through my tears.

"long story short, i hated calum hood." (cover by elle)

In which a troubled man with a dangerous future meets a selfless girl with a horrifying past. Who knew they would be each other's saving grace? WARNING- This story will contain mature content. ~~~~~~~ "You don't scare me," I braved a strong face as my voice nearly caved and demolished any chance of him buying that. "Oh yeah?" He smiled at this, finding nothing but amusement in my words like the narcissistic control freak he was. Luke stepped forward, cornering me against the hard wall so I had no chance to escape. One hand was pressed against the space next to my head, while he slowly brought his other hand up to my neck. I was frozen in fear and confusion as to what he was about to do, when he suddenly took two fingers and pressed them against my skin. I could feel my pulse thumping against his touch, wishing I could do nothing but slow down my erratic heartbeat to help my case. But with Luke's fingers burning the skin of my neck by his touch and his close proximity to me, I felt like I couldn't breathe properly. "Then why is your heart racing, troublemaker?"

in·ure /əˈn(y)o͝or/ accustom (someone) to something, especially something unpleasant. "every moment spent, i wish i was with you and every night i slept, i dreamt i was with you no matter where you go, you know i'd wait for you i would break and bend, if you wanted me to so you go your way and i'll go mine and if we're meant to, i'll meet you there we can't speed up the hands of time but if we're meant to i'll meet you there" in which he chose to leave her; despite his heart forever beating for her alone. *takes place in 2018*

| Youngblood (noun) | A person who lives freely with constant adrenaline pumping through their veins to disguise the pain hiding behind their eyes -- Anastasia Hemmings has always lived in the shadows, covering her pain in fake smiles, false confidence, and drowning her sorrows in alcohol. Ashton Irwin lived in the limelight, masking his misery in hat tricks, shit-eating grins, and partying til he can't see straight. A girl who doesn't believe in love because everyone who has ever loved her hurts her, and a boy afraid to love because all he does is hurt the ones he loves- a recipe for disaster; a twisted fairytale he orchestrated. -- In which they shift from "I'm going to make your life a living hell if you stay on this team." "You've been doing that since the day I met you." to "I hate how much I love you." "The whole world could be collapsing around me and I'd only care that you're okay." ---- "I had someone tell me once that living like a youngblood hurts too, and I didn't believe them until you broke me." -- 06/02/21- #3 in #5secondsofsummer 10/25/21- #1 in #ashtonirwin 12/23/21- #1 in #irwin