Where Niall is a gay activist And Zayn despises gays and their lifestyle

Some fear the dark. Some fear clowns. Some fear monsters. But thats the things we learn to grow out of. There is one thing you can fear for the rest of your life- well- someone. Zayn Malik is a twenty-five year old who has a very, very special job that makes him a lot of money. He's a hitman. You know, people pay him to kill someone they want dead. He loved himself but hated his life. He was never happy. He was grouchy towards anyone and everyone. He was always pissed off. He never smiled for a good reason. There was a reason for that though. He had a rough past. He never even wanted to think about his past. But then he was found. Niall Horan was finally found. Niall had ruined Zayns entire life. Niall brought Zayn into the mess of a life he had now. He hated Niall with every bone in his body. He wanted Niall Horan dead. But Niall thinks Zayn is dead. Zayn had the most terrible plan. He would make Niall like him again and kill him. He would hurt Niall in so many different ways. He would make sure Niall would suffer. He would kill Niall fucking Horan. Because eight years ago, Niall Horan, his boyfriend, tried to kill him.

It's the little things you're supposed to enjoy. When the sky is any color but blue or when the sun shines. But Zayn Malik... He didn't enjoy anything. Hell, he was going to die one day so why the hell get your hopes up? Zayn just didn't care about his life. He wasted it on drugs, sex, alcohol, and bumming money of his friends. But it seems to be the complete opposite for Niall Horan. Zayn didn't get the fucking idiot, maybe that's why Zayn enjoyed his presence. Niall loved everything. Every little thing. The silent beat of a butterfly's wings made his day. Zayn just didn't get him at all. But Niall got Zayn. He knew what Zayn felt and Niall knew that Zayn could be helped. But maybe Zayn wanted help. Zayn never really knew someone so happy could have such a horrible life like Niall. Maybe somewhere in there is when they fell in love. Maybe that's when Zayn can finally learn to enjoy the simplest things. Like the silent beat of a butterfly's wings.

maybe it was the feeling of his hips grinding on top of his. maybe it was the feeling of their bodies molded together. maybe it was the feeling of Zayn deep inside of him. maybe it was the feeling of having something that would always take the pain away. but niall knew he was screwed when he kept coming back for more. and Zayn knew he was screwed when he kept letting him.

"I am alive...but I think I've died long before. When I was blinded.When I was tricked.When I was played at.When I fell in love.When I knew it all. I'm so tired of this eternal horizon of pain...I badly want to feel an end for all this hurting. And I hope, I really hope, I'd live to feel it."

"It's gonna take a while for him to open his eyes, but when he does, I'll be the first one in his sight." Niall Horan and Zayn Malik are just two normal, college-going guys who dorm together. However, dilemmas arise when Zayn begins to develop feelings for Niall. The picture becomes even more problematic when Niall falls head over heels with Harry Styles, the school's most popular boy. Will Niall finally open his eyes and come into Zayn's arms, or will he continue to be blinded by Harry's love?

Young Liam Payne was left as an orphan at a young age and was forced into an orphanage, little did he know was that the Styles family was going to choose to adopt him and well, his step-brother, Harry Styles, has a very handsome best friend with the name of Zayn Malik. Liam Payne has always had a crush on him since he first laid eyes on him, but when Liam was fifteen, Zayn moved away. What happens when Zayn randomly come back to visit Harry? Will Liam still have feelings for him?

I thought in my life that High School and College will be the worst things in life that may come but I didn't know that the person who I'll meet will be my worst nightmare. And I'm awake. ------- [Completed: 5/11/2015] [2nd place in Bromance Awards: Undiscovered Ziall] © Copyright: All rights reserved. ||PotatoPrince

"Niall, I'm scared." "What are you afraid of Zayn?" "I'm afraid that I'm just another person you're going to use and pretend to like me, to take away my innocents." "I won't ever do that Zayn, I promise you I won't. I will protect you against myself and the world." "Why do you have to protect yourself from me?" "Because Zayn, you're so innocent and I wanna do bad things to you." Spectacular cover By ZaynJPayne

Niall will always be in Zayn's heart yet he soon realises what a cold, deceptive place it is. (250k) Contains: Boyxboy scenes, drug-use, excessive swearing, violent scenes, smut, character death and /major/ character death.