"Wenn du in den Spiegel siehst, hast du dann Angst, dass jeder Atemzug dein letzter sein könnte? Dass jeder Schritt in den Abgrund führen könnte? Dass jede noch so unwichtige Entscheidung das Leben deiner Freunde beenden könnte?" verliebt - verlobt - verheiratet Drei Worte, an deren Macht ich schon lange nicht mehr glaube. Nicht, wenn es in meinem Leben so viel Dunkelheit gibt. Angstzustände sind der tägliche Wahnsinn. Schlaf ein Privileg. Albtraumlose Nächte ungesehen. Ruhemomente mit jedem Herzschlag seltener. In meiner Vergangenheit, die mich nun mehr einholt als jemals zuvor, habe ich sehr viele schlimme Dinge bezeugt, erlebt und auch selbst getan. Aber langsam frage ich mich, ob mich diese Erfahrungen auch nur im Entferntesten auf das Hier und Jetzt vorbereitet haben. Zu viel steht auf dem Spiel. Die Gefahr lauert in jeder Ecke. Ein ewiger Bund zwischen zwei Ländern. Eine zum Leben erwachte Legende. Ein alter Feind, der eine unbezahlte Rechnung mit mir zu begleichen hat. „verliebt - verlobt - verheiratet" Aber wie besiegt man einen unsichtbaren Feind? Wie die eigene Furcht? Das eigene Herz? verfolgt - verletzt - verflucht TW: Diese Story beinhaltet unter anderem psychische, sowie physische Folter, sehr detaillierte Beschreibung von Leichen und Leichenteilen, sowie anstößige Inhalte und kann deshalb für manche Menschen (re-)traumatisierend wirken.

Logan Romano didn't just enter the NHL. He tore through it. Dark. Brooding. Untouchable. With brutal talent and a reputation as cold as the New York winter, Logan dominates both the ice and every room he walks into. He doesn't lose. He doesn't bend. And he certainly doesn't fall in love. Not after the last time. Not until November Levine crashes into his life like a beam of sunlight he never asked for. She's warmth where he's storm clouds. She's soft where he's jagged edges. A walking contradiction to everything Logan swore he needed. When a deal forces the polar opposites under one roof, tensions ignite fast. Teasing turns to feuds. Feuds turn into something dangerously close to desire. And Logan is forced to confront the one promise he's never broken. Because once you step into the light- it's impossible to return. ✩ Grumpy x sunshine • forced proximity • slow burn Will the hockey captain cross that line? ✩ "Nova." I whisper, my voice low and hoarse against her neck. "Stop it." "Stop what." She whimpers back innocently as her thighs tighten around my hips. My teeth nip at the skin on her jaw in warning. "Either stop teasing, or put me out of my fucking misery." November pulls her head back from mine, resting it against the wall, and bats her lashes up at me. "Say please."

🎖️WATTYS SHORT LIST 25🎖️*COMPLETED* River Fontaine has it all. The looks, the personality, the friend group and the popularity. Everyone either wants to be her or with her. Nash Kingston is just the same. Handsome, mysterious, wanted by all and very charming (in his own way). Girls and boys fall at his feet, except for our blondie. Followed after their families feud, he doesn't like her one bit and River...well, she loves some good banter. To her is just playful bickering, to him it's a long time grudge. Either way, they can't stay away from each other. -•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-• "I don't think your girlfriend would appreciate you calling other girls hot." "Then good thing it's her I'm saying it to." "I'm not...your girlfriend." "Not yet." -•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-• #1 IN POPULAR #1 IN BICKERING

Jane Caughill: Not a nobody, definitely not a somebody. From a young age Jane knew she was different. She could tell you how many boats were on Lake Mead or a random fact about giraffes if she wanted to. But the one question she can't answer is what she's going to do after college. Being undeniably smart had its pros: an early graduation and a bright future in the medical field. Though, it also had its cons: the constant nagging and reliance everybody had on her. But no matter what, she always found herself helping them. Here's the plan so far: graduate, land a high-paying job in the medical field, live a happy life, the end. But ever since Jane had stepped into that bakery back home as a child, she'd been hooked on the craft. But she's strapped for cash and the pre-med track sounds a whole lot more financially promising. All she needed to do for the next 3 years was keep her head down and work off her pending college loans. The last thing she thought she'd be doing was tutoring some jock. • • • • • • • • Aiden Parker: Definitely not a nobody, and most definitely a somebody. As a three year starter for one of the most prolific college hockey teams in the country he has it all going for him. The looks, the talent, the charm. But when it comes to the classroom he's quite literally failing. With the team nearing playoffs and a sweet chance at the title, Aiden needs to find a way to boost his grades or risk riding the bench. What he wasn't expecting was to be tutored by some chick who could give Einstein a run for his money. She could be a bit shy at times, a bit lost in her thoughts too, but she's exactly what he needs to keep his spot on the team. The two of them strike a deal: she tutors him, he pays her, and that's that. Developing feelings wasn't a part of the deal. But as his feelings fail to dissipate, he begins to realize that maybe winning a championship won't be the sweetest victory after all. Winning the girl is.