I lost everything in a matter of moments. The memories of the crash are all that kept me going; I had to for everyone that lost their life that day. The guilt that I had to live with was terrible. Why couldn't someone else live? I was ready to die; I knew it was going to happen... I was prepared....

NOW PUBLISHED BY SOURCEBOOKS FIRE! Oliver, Alec, Xander, and JJ are just four regular guys. They're also members of the world famous boy band the Heartbreakers. This is their story.

Introduction: Would You Want to Know? This is How You Die: Hematoma This is How You Die: Murder This is How You Die: Under Collapsing Shelf This is How You Die: After Many Years, Stops Breathing, With a Smile on Face

"Jess, its obviously not his real kik? I mean hes a celebrity." I rolled my eyes and looked at my best friend Jo. "I know that Jo, and Im not going to give anything away. I just want to manipulate them." She smirked and scooted over next to me. "What do you have in mind?" I pulled out my Ipod and opened up kik. I clicked on the conversation between me and "Nick Grimshaw" and replied to his last message From: Jessica To: Nick. My friend doesnt believe your the real Nick Grimshaw so can you please follow me on Twitter to prove her wrong?xx I sent the message and Jo exchanged glances with me. Little did I know that one message would change my life forever...

When a big fan of 5SOS, enters a random kik name, will she find who she is looking for.? Or will she make the biggest mistake of her life.? Read to find out.

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