❝ sometimes we find the words somewhere they find us, together we dive into the ocean, unknown to the world, unaware of the uncertainty. ❞ ━━━━━━━━━━━ Q u i d a m is all about those uncertain moments where thoughts came into the view, sometimes in a form of light or as a dark itself. #2 on poetry [ 19.10.2023 ] Featured on @WattpadPoetry [ 16.04.2023 ]

"The most important thing, darling, is to live a fabulous life. As long as it's fabulous, I don't care how long it is." - Freddie Mercury Art, madness and poetry--whatever more could you need? Highest Rankings: #1 in poetry #1 in midnight thoughts #1 in twilight zone #1 in colour #1 in fantastical #3 in whimsy

1. Amby's Award 2023 Top Pick 2. Featured on @WattpadPoetry in the Love Tides Reading list. 3. Featured on @StoriesUndiscovered in the Epic Poetry Corner Reading List 4. Featured on @Ambassadors Shorts and Poems Reading List It portrays the collaged feelings of temporariness and it's permanence. Mismatch flame, literary means the opposite of a twin flame, but not in the soulmate sense of opposite. Just like the right puzzle to hug the other but forming the wrong picture in hindsight. Like fire and water signs, forming nothingness after mergence. Like matching a flame for the match to die through the mismatch. That is, the imperfect compatibility between the two souls. Rankings: #61 in poetry Awards: 1st Position in Sunfloro Poetry Awards 1st Position in The Dazzling Awards 1st Position in The Star Awards 1st Position in The Moonly Awards 1st Position in The Alchemy Awards 1st Position in The Mystical Mini Awards 1st Position in The Golden Dandelion Awards 1st Position in The Gemini Awards 1st Position in The Pacific Awards 2nd Position in ThePageTurner Awards 2nd Position in The 2022 Winter Writer Awards 2nd Position in The Stellify Awards 2nd Position in The Lovely Valentines Awards 2nd Position in The Blossom Awards Runner up in Philosopher Awards Honourable Mention in The Berry Pancake Awards

the loving, the hating, the searching, the healing. [ inspired by rupi kaur's milk and honey ]

"𝑇ender is the night, for a broken heart who will dry your eyes when it falls apart ? " -ᴘᴏᴇᴛʀʏ ᴘʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴄᴇ + ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

poetry for the hearts tarnished by love or the sudden death of it. for the hearts that find a soft lullaby in the pages when raw hope is not enough to put the worries to sleep. for the hearts that bleed ink to paint the chalky roses of life red with words--you'll find my own ink here. and i hope you find a harlequin garden in my poetry. sweet lavender. daybreak lilies. sun-kissed dahlias. a poem for every emotion ripping at your soul, begging to be unleashed on paper. this collection has several themes and ideas--find something you like. let's get lost in the tall fields of dawn's first breath and dandelion song, tucking flowers in the forests of our hair. let's get lost in the words and not in the world. for a moment, let your tarnished heart out of its cage, and hold it to your sleeve. wear it proudly as you read. just for a moment. to feel something and let it be shown. there is nothing shameful in having a heart that has dented-in chambers and rust. it has seen the salt cries of the ocean, the metronome kisses of summer rain, the moonlight tears that have dried into scars on cheeks. it's been corroded by the waters, tarnished. it is not afraid. well that was some pretentious shit. i hope you enjoy this collection. love ya <3 more of my works: "poems for you. always for you." is one of my older poetry collections that is slightly cringe but feel free to check it out. "let me shape you into words" is where you can make a poem request, and i'll write something up! this lovely cover was created by: @lifebytheseashore (go follow her!! she makes awesome covers, writes stunning poetry, and more) #1 in "originalpoetry" Aug. 2, 2021 #1 in "teenpoetry" Aug. 19, 2021 #1 in "poetess" Aug. 22, 2021 #1 in "mypoetry" Aug. 22, 2021

For every person out there that was quiet, not because they chose to be so, but because they were choking in the smoke. Because their opinions were apparently not worth anything. Because they didn't know just how to say what they felt. For every person that is consumed by their own thoughts, the derision from the outside world only making it worse. For every soul that was drowning in remorse and anguish on restless nights. For every soul that says I love you in the dark and in the mirror because no one else does. For the floors we would pace while anxiety sunk its teeth into us. For the mirrors that we would break while shame echoed its laugh in our caged walls. For the hearts that would ache while loneliness was the only company. For every moment of pain and solitude in this world that feels too cruel for such young and frail minds.

Who was I kidding? I can't stop now. Every day, there's something new. People watching, is my favorite thing to do. Does that mean that my life is boring? Perhaps so but hey, I never wanted to grow up and face reality. Had I known what life would be like, I would stayed 2, forever! Anyway, like I can't stop talking, I can't stop writing.

When ur tongue gets tied, and the words seem to betray, when ur eyes aren't dry and ur soul feels stray, it's the hearts turn to express, wanting to stay, stay with it's lover, that gives color to it's gray... I have never found the courage nor the power to say whatever's on my mind. I've been called shy, defenseless, many other words where I don't show my abilities to express but it comes to words, to written ones, i find myself more powerful than a king on his throne. I feel myself ruler of this world with the words I write. And i know many more people share the same thing as me. I hope u enjoy taking a peek into my head. I also wrote in this book french poems for all you frenchies out there! 🥈 in sentiments [30-7-2022] #18 in poems [01-08-2022] 🥇 in true words [01-08-2022] #75 in quotes [06-08-2022]