"you underestimate the power you hold over me." he says truthfully, eyes darting between the other's eyes and lips, while his face inches closer to todd's own. "and yet, you still haven't gathered the courage to kiss me."

Neil was caught between a hard place and a rock. His lungs heaved as he desperately tried to suck in air, but to no avail. He couldn't breath. Tears ran down his face as he smothered his strangled sobs against his pillow. He didn't know how long he could keep up this act. All he wanted was Todd. Todd couldn't sleep. He hadn't been able to for the past few nights. All he could think about was Neil. His lips as they closed over a cigarette. His brown eyes sparkling as he practiced his lines as Puck. His wet hair and how it clung to his neck after a shower. Todd squeezed his eyes tight as he tried to will away the wicked images. He shouldn't be staring at his best friend like that. It was unnatural. It meant he was a fairy. Yet Todd couldn't help but stare. A story of two boys coming together, overcoming some of life's obstacles, and falling in love with each other; until one is tragically taken away.

"maybe we can head to the apocalypse again as a little vacation. you know what they say... paradise!" "i cannot express to you how little i would like to do that." "stingy fucker." IN WHICH vincent leblanc, resident french asshole and externally fifteen year old (much older internally, but hey who's to judge), resurfaces after abandoning the boy he most definitely totally did not love in the apocalypse. forgiveness doesn't come easy, but betrayal does. lots and lots of motherfucking betrayal. ( five hargreeves x male!oc ) ( season 1 of umbrella academy ) ( book one of the amour coriace series ) ( no. 1 in the fivehargreeves tag 6.25.19 ) ( no. 1 in the umbrellaacademy tag 7.10.19 & 4.25.20 )