((soulmate au where whatever you write on your body ends up on your soulmate's body as well)) Hamilton doodles on his arms every single day. Wether it was actual notes, reminders, or just doodles, he was writing on his arms. But, he also had other problems. Problems with depression and suicide that he couldn't shake off him. Jefferson being one of the main causes. But he's also (anonymously) one of the reasons Hamilton is alive.