He needed help, he needed to ask for help. No one would believe him tho, His boyfriend was always so kind around Haiba's team, they wouldn't believe him if he told them, no one would and he knew the consequences if he even did ask anyone. But he had to escape. What would happen if his crush, Yaku didn't believe him? What would happen if his boyfriend found out? Would he live? Would he get help? Or would he meet an unfortunet end? How cruel could this world be to him?

One day in their 3rd year of middle school Oikawa is forced to get braces and dosent show up to school for a few days. The day he returns Iwaizumi is waiting for him at the gate like always. He ask's Oikawa why he wasn't at school, Oikawa doesnt know what to say until Iwa does something unexpeceted. Smile like a star!

I tried my best, why am i never good enough for him? I really tried, I swear. I didn't mean to cause harm to anything or anyone. I didnt mean to make him mad, I'm not perfect like him.... I'm just a mistake. I mess up everything just like I messed up my pathetic life, Samu was the best thing to happen to me..... I'm sorry samu.... It wasnt meant to end like this

He had always known that roses where his best friends favorite flower, espically the red one's. Those are the flowers he bought the night he asked the other out.... the night he was meant to ask the other out, but why couldn't he?, what stopped him? what got in his way?