Crushing on Lou (ON HOLD!)
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*Warning... Boyxboy SMUT, some self harm, bullying, Abuse and maybe rape no hate Please? thank you Lovelies ;)*
I am your typical nerd, if that's what you wanna call it... I'm Marcel Styles, straight A geek. I get abused by my step father, Robin. Literally I can't leave the house without getting a beating... Its getting old. The only reason to that is because I'm gay... pretty cliche right? I also get bullied at school... but of course school is not as bad as it is at home. My mum and sister Gemma died when I was about 10 in a car accident. Robin and I had a bond for a few years but once he found out I was gay, things went to hell. I'm 17 now and I have someone I have fallen hard for, that is Louis Tomlinson. My crush started when I was about 13 when I started finding boys like Channing Tatum hot. He is so perfect their is no question to it, I mean if you just look at his arse, Ugh. The only bad thing I see in him is how he bullies me. Liam Payne is my top bully but his little puppy dogs Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and of course... Louis, carry on with him. Louis is the captain of the football team and is one of the most popular jocks in school, everyone throws themselves at him and his mates. I don't really know why but I love when he bullies me, maybe because he actually takes notice in me but other that, it physically hurts. Their little dog pack has been bulling me since I was 14, when I came out, it was actually my ex friend Stans fault. Cunt. Everyone avoids me and it actually doesn't bother me that much... I'm used to shutting people out and being on my own. I guess you would see my life as hell if you were in my shoes. Robin likes to make me look like Barney with all the bruises he leaves on me and when "The Payne Train and his back up" comes into action, they try to beat the gay outa me. No one is their for me, I'm on my own.