New Thitipoom, a top-grossing actor, was forced to go on hiatus after getting involved in a drug-use scandal. After about two years, his manager was able to get him an acting gig in a movie with a well-known actor, Tay Tawan. There's only one problem: the movie's genre is BL and New's a homophobe. When Tay got to know about this, he fooled around New to make the guy fall in love with him, with the promise he made to himself that he will not fall into his own trap because he doesn't want to fall in love. Not again. But what happens when his plan backfires on him big time? See how a love so powerful can thaw a frozen heart and how hope so strong can change even the most stubborn mind.

"It was cold, I am voided with emotions but how come every time I see you it is warm making me feel things I am not supposed to feel" - New New Thitipoom Techaapaikun holds a secret, he kept from Tay for a long time. Oddly tangled relationships that all of them were entwined. Fiction and Supernatural More of Cursing, smut and angst. Long chapters ahead *COMPLETED 🖤

Have you ever met someone whom you thought dead but is alive without you knowing, that is what happened in Tay's life the person whom he loved the most whom he thought he lost once comes in front front of him after years what will he do? will he able to make his love of life to remember him? Or will he forget and move on? English is not my language i apologize if there are mistakes 😥

Tay Tawan Vihokratana finds a photo of a sad eyed boy in his new home. He is immediately drawn to this boy he has never met before.

"I love you Kao, sooo much that you are an addiction for me and i can't live with out you, So, I have decided to live with insecurity over living away from you, Do not expect that I will trust or understand you completely or expect me not to think you were with someone everytime you get late to come home or not pick my calls, so, If you do not have problem with my insecurity, sure I would love to get back together" Pete sounded cold, colder than north pole but uncontrollable tears streaming in his eyes are giving him away. Kao sitting opposite to Pete is not sad, He is scared, scared to the core that he is visibly trembling, the thought that he hurt Pete to this point is killing him from inside. He is feeling like 1000 needles are poking him everywhere, its hurting soo much that he wants someone to stab him and end the pain at the very moment. But he knows he can't give in, its time for him to balance the relationship on his shoulders alone, he knows he has to stand strong for his love, he knows he has to fight this war till the end for Pete, so he composed himself and said "Sure, Pete. But don't worry, it won't take long before we get back to our old times, You are gonna trust me again, you will forget all your insecurities and be happy with me. I won't rest until it happens" Kao himself was surprised at the confidence in his voice. The tears streaming down Pete's eyes finally stopped, He lift his eyes to take a clear look at Kao in what felt like a long time, as he slowly nodded while he whispered "I hope so Kao, I hope so" Pete sounded hopeless but desperate and Kao swore to himself that he will get his Pete back even if it meant loosing everything else.