theodore decker had felt jealousy in life, almost everyone had. but when the one person he felt happy, loved, and calm around got a girlfriend? god, it sucked.

❝ you're stuck in my head and i can't get you out of it, if i could do it all again, i know i'd go back to you ❞ where a sixteen year old boy realises he has feelings for his best friend. [basically the goldfinch but gayer]