Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

#1 in LGBTQ, HOMOEROTIC, & more || Jason and Johnny, the high school football team star players, come out on Facebook as gay lovers and all hell breaks loose. The boys' lives, and those of some of their teammates who in turn come out to them, are plunged into a spotlight of scrutiny as they bust out to be who they really are in a small American boondock town not quite ready for it. Fueled on by a jealous rival, the boys go from popular local heroes to the very center of the biggest scandal ever to hit town, having to face a pandemonium of reaction from every direction. Romantic, sexy, filled with excitement and danger, this is a timely tale about the relationships young gay males have with their lovers and friends told on realistic queer terms from POVs of lived experience. Copyright 2016, 2017, 2018 by Sanchez Mariano. All rights reserved. Rated MATURE-18+. This is my original story. Anyone stealing it or segments from it to publish on other sites or self-publish in book form on Amazon or any other platform will be prosecuted.

"We can't do this." I whisper as our lips re-connect, a tingling fire surging through my body as his hands ravage unexplored lands; my innocence dissipating away with every peck he trails down my neck. "I know we can't. That's why it's so exciting." He replies through kisses. His effortless charm intoxicates me; drowning me; hunting me; devouring me. "What if my brother finds out?" The perpetuated patter of the rain unable to subdue my groan as he digs his nails deeper into my skin. "Who cares." ********** Welcome to my story, where an innocent boy finds a not so innocent boy in his bed; where they do not so innocent things. - YOP