it's just you and i tonight.

"what's the fun in doing what you're told?" Those were the words that changed everything. ------ Lilly Hayes; an eighteen year old music student living in London. Also known as the girlfriend of Matthew Healy, the lead singer and front-man of the 1975. The couple were totally smitten well, at least Lilly thought they were....

❝you've got a pretty kind of dirty face.❞ © _luxure 2014

February 12th 2014, the night that Aria had been desperately waiting for had finally arrived. Until Aria finds herself in the very capable hands of one of the silver-tongued, most attractive but known about men in the uprising music industry, Matthew Healy. Aria is propelled into a night of love, lust and passion, hungry for the one man with a nasty reputation. Except for one thing. What will Aria do when she becomes harassed by the media, forcing her to role play into a world of secrets, love and money. M.O.N.E.Y

LOVE... Love isn't a state of perfect caring… To love someone is to strive and to accept that person for exactly the way they are. Maybe that’s why most of us experience such disappointment over love in our lives. We've defined it wrongly. We always expect it to go just one way. And so we expect things to happen, that never do. If we realized that love isn't supposed to be some kind of joyride all the time, but rather a struggle, our expectations might be more in line with reality. We don’t love someone because they’re perfect. They may seem perfect, at first, but they’re not. And we eventually find that out. Then, the challenge is to continue to love them. No matter what. Through thick and thin. At the parts when It's painful to watch them get hurt and make mistakes. It becomes frustrating when they are stubborn and contentious. It can be heartbreaking when they fail and suffer. But you're always there. You're always picking them back up and giving your all to help them. But what happens when you've given your all to that person you love? When you have nothing left? They quickly change. They suddenly become nothing but a stranger to you. All that time, all that effort.... To not only lose him at the end of it. But you've lost yourself. He's gone. You're now lost. And close to giving in. ***Find Me... Cause I'll Never Find You...***

Elizabeth was wading through pretty rocky waters, and so was Matty. “In tragedy and despair, when an endless night seems to have fallen, hope can be found in the realization that the companion of night is not another night, that the companion of night is day, that darkness always gives way to light, and that death rules only half of creation, life the other half.” ― Dean Koontz, Lightning. If there’s one thing that Elizabeth Frost knows, it’s that life is hard. With a mum who walked out on her at the age of seven, making way for a fairy-tale like, cruel step-mum and a father that did nothing to ease her pain, Elizabeth was thrown into a deep, dark void of loneliness. Now at sixteen, Elizabeth lives in a state of hopelessness. And then one day, without any warning, she is forced to leave, with only a one-way ticket to London as a parting gift. This broken shell of a girl has no clue what to do, and she feels completely alone; no light shines in her dark life. But what she is about to find out, is that everything has a companion, strong to weak, brave to scared and even dark to light, and Elizabeth might just have found her ‘light’ in the form of a brown haired, hazel eyed boy named Matty. Apart they are nothing, but together they begin to learn that they are strong enough to hold their heads up high, brave enough to conquer the world and eventually they learn to love as much as two unloved creatures could; unequivocally, passionately and recklessly.

21 year old Sophie loves nothing more than just sitting alone in her room on her laptop and listening to music. So the last thing she wants is to go to her mums' friends' party on a cold night. But then she meets a boy called Matty, who's in a band. And she might just start falling for him. Will Matty lead good-girl Sophie into his world of drugs and alcohol? He's her true love, but is their love true enough? (warning: may contain drugs and sexual content) ;)

Fan fiction // Matty Healy The 1975 // Book 1 // "We're not a love story, darling, we're a cautionary tale." Cover by @21duns

I never seen her talk but im telling you // She Way Out // || M.H. ||

"Matthew, stop. We can't do this," I say, pulling away slightly. "Shh, yes we can, baby," he brings both of his hand to cup my face, his thumbs brushing back and forth over my cheeks. "Matty, this could ruin our friendship, and ruining our friendship means ruining our relationships with the rest of our group." "It's just sex, Rose. It doesn't mean anything. It's no big deal," he shrugs it off. Little did he know, it meant everything to me. warning: drug usage and sexual content.