She rests her chin in her hands and looks up at me, swinging her legs back and forth through the air. "What keeps you up at night?" I stare up at the ceiling, thinking. I shake my head slightly. "Just... thinking about a bunch of things." "Like?" I look over at her, glancing down at her lips and then back at her eyes. I swallow before answering. "You."

"You really shouldn't but i need to kiss you once more," she says. I cup her face with my hands and I kiss her. I take my time and I kiss her, taking in every second of it. Billie pulls away and rests her head on mine. "I love you," I say. "I know you do," she says. She stands up straight, takes the promise ring out of her pocket and hands it to me. "I love you too, Em," she says before kissing my cheek and turning away and walking away. Away from me, away from us, away from our future. all trigger warnings in this story: -depression -self harm/mentions of self harm -explicit language -anxiety (ocd, ptsd, and general anxiety disorder) -mentions drug abuse -mentions of alcohol abuse -sex -homophobic slurs -language -police brutality

billie eilish fan fic. ade is just an everyday, average, hopeless romantic high school student that's struggling with her sexuality. when she meets a blue eyed girl at the scene of a car crash that involves her and her bestfriend, everything changes.

girlxgirl *swearing and some smut or whatever *lower case letters are intended achieved #1 in #billie achieved #1 in #bilsexual achieved #1 in #idontwannabeyouanymore

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

I bite my lip as I contemplate whether I should ask the question that's been bouncing around my head all day. Taking a deep breath, I look up at her. "Are you embarrassed of me," I blurt out before I can change my mind. "Is that why you haven't told anybody about us?"

I saw her through the window, little did I know she'd crawl through the windows of my soul and tear down all the walls I had built up. Never thought I'd be one to break the rules... but for her, I'd do anything to feel the way I do with her. I'd do anything to feel.

i suck at descriptions. i can't promise you it'll be good but check it out please 🙃 achieved: #1 in billieeilishsmut #1 in suicideawareness #2 in baird #5 in billieeilishfanfic

Achieved No.1 in #billieeilish. Francis Kingston goes on a night out and bumps into a girl called Billie, whom she is instantly drawn to. The next day, Francis goes into a job interview and realises who Billie is. In order to keep her job, Francis and Billie's relationship must stay a secret, but with fame, being found out is almost inevitable. SMUT.

"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022