This feeling of euphoria. I don't want to escape it. I don't want it to end. Being a college student studying Psychology is hard. I'm constantly on the run from reality and all I want is to find stability in life. I have amazing friends, but I can't get enough of him. He's an escape that I never thought would be better than drugs. NSFW: Drug use and reference Smut Suicide/Suicidal Thoughts Violence August 6, 2021 - April 3, 2023

"you really are one cocky motherfucker." ➪ in which a boy who's too full of himself meets a girl who needs a pick me up. STARTED: 12.21.20 COMPLETED: 2.21.21

"I am a guilty man, because I fell for the one who held my biggest desires" ... he began making his way down to my jeans. One by one he unhooked each button, pulling the trousers down to my knees. "No underwear?" He raised his eyebrow at me, an evil smirk curling onto his face ... [BOOK 1 OF THE VOLCOV SERIES] Maria petrova, 'devil in disguise', one of the best assassins in the world. A cold hearted killer who knows no such thing as mercy. The leader of the biggest mafia in Russia. When she was only a child her family was killed, supposedly by the rival mafia. Ever since then it was just her, alek and silas. The three musketeers. Elijah Volcov, feared by mankind and described as Satan for his cruel acts. King of the Italian mafia. Born in Sicily but moved to London for business reasons. Him and his siblings had a rough childhood, And had been on their own since the age of 9. The mafia business was passed down to him. It seems he's trapped in his own life. Dangerous on their own, diabolical killers together. Fell in love in Paris, Their lives once filled with only hurt and pain starts to become brighter. Torn apart but they always seem to find their way back to each other. After all, a king cannot live without his queen. This is their story... DISCLAIMER: I'm not Russian nor know Russian so I apologise if anything is wrong, blame Google translate WARNING: VIOLENCE AND EXPLICIT SCENES THIS BOOK CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING: -abusen -language -violence -sexual scenes If it's good smut it'll have a '🔥' on the chapter

PAPERBACK ON AMAZON! ❝You're mine. Understand? And if I see you look at a guy the same way you look at me, I'll kill him. And I'll fuck you with his blood around my hand.❞ It should scare me. But it doesn't. ••• Alexandra Jones never believed in myths. But when she catches the eye of Diávolos, the infamous "silent killer," she starts to wonder. Her best friend thinks it's all a made-up story, but Alexandra is determined to prove the killer's existence. As she delves deeper into the mystery, Alexandra realizes that the truth may be more dangerous than she ever imagined. Her quest for answers puts her in the killer's crosshairs, and she soon realizes that she may be the next target. But things get even more complicated when Alexandra starts to develop feelings for the mysterious killer. Can she trust her heart, or will it lead her down a path of destruction? As the stakes get higher and the danger intensifies, Alexandra must make a choice: continue her search for the truth, or risk everything to be with the man she's falling for. [{50,000 - 100,000}] words. Written: 21 April 2022 Finished: 21 June 2022 # 74 Romance of 1.9million # 1 crazy out of 54.2K # 1 killer out of 47K stories # 1 spicy out of 10.9K stories # 1 deathandlife out of 9.4K stories # 7 fear out of 46K stories # 1 puzzle out of 3K stories # 8 confused out of 11.8K stories # 1 strictparents my

A late-night encounter, the mysterious death of a loved one, a weapon hunted by both heroes and villains, an unwanted partnership, secrets, hatred, lust, love, betrayal. None of this had been what you were expecting when leaving your apartment that night. Cover art: @tgomeyes For those of you who have gone through many different bookworm stages in your lives, you might notice that I took some inspiration (primarily in the first couple of chapters), from the NA novel, House of Earth and Blood. Although the stories will be very different, I figured I'd point it out in case people take notice.