What if Tommy was actually broken when he came back in the house during Tubbo's Halloween stream? What if something did actually happen? Will Tommy's friends be able to realize something is actually wrong or will Tommy suffer in silence while all of his friends are having fun? How long can Tommy keep up the illusion that he's completely fine before his whole world crumbles apart? Disclaimer: this is a spin off of an event that actually happened if anyone in this story reads this and does not want it up anymore I will not hesitate to take it down. Also other than Tubbo's stream nothing in this story actually happened it is just a fanfiction. Also I don't know exactly how I want this to play out yet so there may be trigger warnings in this for things like panic attacks, self harm, swearing, and other things of that sort again I am not yet sure if any of that will be in the story but read at your own risk I will update this once I know how exactly I want this tory to play out. P.S. SORRY for any Spelling/Grammar errors I don't edit my stories all that often.

READ THE FIRST PAGE FOR INFO AND TW Tommyinnit angst :) Tommy struggles with anorexia, anxiety, and panic attacks. He chooses to keep to himself. Will his friends find out when they go to meet up in Florida. If so, how will they react?

TRIGGER WARNING FOR SELF HARM, ED, DEPRESSION, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE Tommyinnit, the famous twitch streamer, has a lot going on behind the cameras. He hates himself, self harms, starves himself and purges when he does eat. His mind is twisted and messed up, slowly killing him from the inside. Will his friends realise what's going on and help him? Angst and wholesome fluff *In progress* Started: 26th January 2021

Tommyinnit's childhood was interesting, to put it. His dad was an alcoholic and his mom left when he was young. Now, he spends his time streaming in his room with his friends, but for how long can he hide. None of his friends know what goes on behind closed doors, let alone his millions of fans. Will he be able to hind the truth long enough, or will it all come out?

Tommy is a very anxious and shy person, everyone knew him as a very obnoxious and loud person. His panic attacks started to worsen and turned into derealisation, so he found a new way to cope, because no one needed to worry about him. Everything was going fine, until his friends found out about his bloody coping method. "I thought red looked good on me. " Trigger warning Triggers mentionned in each chapters Tommy Angst Derealization Panic attacks Self-Harm Mention of ed (No characters have an ed, it is only mentionned) Child neglect

"i'm just not that hungry, big man." "tommy, you haven't been hungry for weeks now." tw for mentions of eating disorders, depression, and anxiety. lowercase intended.

Tommy is an only child that seems very energetic and happy but no one knows what actually happeneds behind the closed doors of his parent house... TWS! : $elf h@rm @buse description of $cars @nxiety etc.... (tw will be said at the start of the story) art made by: idk found it on Pinterest this is my first genuine fanfic plz don't bully me :))

Cover isn't mine!! Found off Google. First chapter will give you the trigger warnings and more info. Tommy is struggling with an eating disorder and has recently been having panic attacks a lot. Everything keeps going downhill as time goes and his friends want to meet up. He does his best to pull through while there.

When Tommy is hurting, who will be there to help him? His friends of course. some if the DSMP meet up in Florida and realize Tommy isn't doing too well. Completed as of November 2020 #66 in depression (December 2020) #63 in sad (June 2021) Okay so I wrote this a few years ago and I kind of hate myself for it now. There will be no sequel or any more updates because I don't watch MCYTs much anymore, but I hope you enjoy! 170K READS :O

Tommy is a normal streamer who seems happy as can be... but one simple outburst on stream causes his whole life to change. But is it for the better or worse? ⚠️TW⚠️ Depression ED Self Harm Abuse Swearing Panic Attacks Suicide Attempt(s) If you are triggered easily by any of these, I do not recommend to read this story. I do not put TW at the beginning of the chapter, unless it involves lots of triggers. Sonder- The realization that every person has a life and struggles of their own like yourself