It's not that I won't or refuse...I can't. (S)chizoid (P)ersonality (D)isorder- A condition in which people avoid social activities and interacting with others. Depersonalized Schizoid- Often described by the schizoid patient as a tuning out or a turning off. Affectless Schizoid- Lack passion, remain unresponsive in social situations, and are highly unlikely to show any affection to prospective significant others.

*Not edited* I snuggled into the pillow before I felt his arm wrap around me, pulling me closer. My head now in his chest as he pulled my leg over him. "I love you," he whispered with his eyes closed. "Why?" I whispered back and he opened his eyes, looking at me and chuckling a little. "Gabriella, if you don't say it back and stop playing," he mugged and I laughed. "I'm not playing. Why?" I smiled looking up at him and he let out a deep sigh. "I love you because you're the best thing that's ever happened to me...because I was lost before you...because I can't go a second without thinking about you...because my mind goes foggy when I'm not around you...because there is nothing in this world, or any other, I wouldn't do for you...because I know you always got me...because you're my baby and all I'm ever gonna do is love you," he smiled kissing my temple ::: Gabriella Rae Mason is a dancer who moved from New York to LA to follow her dreams. She ran away from a past that still has a hold on her. Although she finds it hard to let her guard down, her life it going well with what she's built for herself. That's until she meet a man who pulls her life in all different directions. Jordan is an artist. He's good at painting and interior design, his way with prints and patterns warm you. The colors of his work paint a rainbow but his insides are coated grey. A cloud of darkness filled with pain and trauma follows him. Will the new girl he meets be able to halt the precipitation? #1 Black Writer(8/1/22)

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ᴀ ʙʟᴜᴜᴠꜱ ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. ❝ ɪ'ᴍ ɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴄᴋ ɪᴛ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴄᴋᴇᴛ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱɪᴅᴇ. ❞ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, 𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘂𝗰𝘁𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗽𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿, 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘆. 𝐚 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐝𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

"I knew I was in love from the first time we met"

Aaronzé, rising player, had everything any teenage boy could dream of; Money, good grades, and women. But he had a dark side, one that new girl Marae Bella meets by accident when she moves to Arenathalo... ...... WARNING ⚠ This book contains violence, graphic content, and explicit scenes. It is recommended for teenage and adult audiences. if you are a re-reader, leave a comment somewhere <3 - binkya WEB SERIES VERSION 2019

nir·va·na a state of perfect happiness; an ideal or idyllic place. where we see what happens when an emptiness that one thought could never be filled is overflowing. when two lost souls find each other. where a broken record plays a perfect harmony. when after years of searching, you find nirvana.

I was a boy when I met her and loving her taught me how to be a man. ** This book features MATURE THEMES including violence, strong language, sexual content and potentially-triggering fictional scenarios. Please read at your own discretion. ** BOOK TWO OF THE STAY DOWN SERIES ON @RE2RAW

Love is the one memory that one could never, ever, forget; because even if one has lost its mind, the feeling of love will always remains in the heart; curing every emotion to ever be felt. The antidote to it all.

𝕀 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪,