Chongyuns journal as he journeys through the land of grief and poetry. After losing his best friend, the one he cherished, he takes up poetry as a way to remind himself of that soft love. TWS!! death, su!c!de implications, repetitive words, strong language an: yeah its me im back and im killing off xingqiu again!! yes its angst no i cannot write fluff

‼️COMPLETE‼️ Xinqiu x Chongyun Fanfiction (A Modern AU) Chongyun is a highschool boy who doesn't pay much attention to his emotions. Until he feels a warm sensation and butterflies in his stomach when he meets a person called Xinqou.. -Some smut is included, you have been warned!

Xingyun one shots, requests are open, Tw's wt the start of chapters.

For those who still see this, this is written poorly as this story was written when I started writing stuff and it's very... let's just say, not that great :) "I'm sorry for everything. I accept your confession of hating me, Chongyun. But I do and always will love you more than a bestfriend. Goodbye..." tw: su1c1de Characters belong to miHoYo and not me Cover from: Google Images (apparently from a KazuGorou fanfic [idk, I don't read KazuGorou]. The link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/289363295-my-first-love-kazuha-x-gorou )

[from: 7/24] "When you have someone, someone really special, you don't think -or even dare to think- a life without them. Well, a little advise: think of it, or you'll end up like me." -Xingqiu. He loved him, but he just realised that too late. A/N: This is an angst XingYun fan fiction. May contains some triggers. Don't like it? Don't read it!

Chongyun is convinced that Xiangling and Xingqiu are dating but Xingqiu is waiting for Chongyun to tell him if he loves him or not. Xiangling and Xingqiu made a deal. A Xingqiu x Chongyun story. Having a little bit of Xinyan x Xiangling and Razor x Bennett x Fischl. (Btw credit to the artist for the drawing of Chongyun and Xingqiu cover. I edited the background and words on so. credit to me on that) (DO NOT USE THIS UNLESS YOU SEND IT TO SOMEONE. PLEASE DO NOT USE MY STORY. IF YOU ARE PUTTING IT ON SOME OTHER ACCOUNT AS A REPEAT FOR FRIENDS THEN PLEASE ASK!!)

Alternative title; [ On the 30 Pages ] On the moonlight that shined with the night lights, you were there by me. A compilation of Xingqiu's thoughts out in a blue, a diary. < cover photo by LAN on twitter. >

This is just a Wattpad story about Chongyun x Xingqiu but school au this is my first time making a story so i might make some mistakes- but mostly enjoy! (HIHIII whoever is going to read this as a new reader, please note that chapter 1-7 are 2 years ago writings so its not that good but i am back to continue it, so please bear me with the horrible wordings years ago..)