alone is what i have. alone protects me. All of his life, Clay lived with one mindset: "alone is what I have. alone protects me." It had guided him through his hardest times and into the next ones. So when he moves into a house with his two best friends in the entire world, his mindset is challenged, and he soon realizes that being alone may be more detrimental than he thought. cover by @ laikoski_ on instagram tw !! suicide contemplation/attempt self-harm panic attacks depression anxiety vomiting

I've loved you the most for all of my life. But now I am nothing to you. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 10/11/22 posted on Ao3 Updates every Sunday {completed} This is the Dreamnoblade version of the original manga '10 years where i loved you the most' by Wu Yi Ning Si. I do not own the story plot. And I am so sorry for this book. Please read the notes in the beginning. Started: 1.22.21 Ended: 10.10.21

When Dream feels his heart rate speed up at the end of George's Livestream, he knows he's too far gone. "This feels so wrong," George says and repeats. Dream clicks off the stream, the sounds of labored breathing filling the room as he tried to stem the panic he was feeling. The next day, after he had just barely dragged himself away from the edge of oblivion and heartache he would never return from, he felt the first tickle at the back of his throat. He coughed roughly, it sounded like he had fluid in his lungs or something. Pneumonia, maybe? But instead of coughing up mucus or phlegm, his eyes widened in shock at the taste of blood in is mouth. || Gream // DreamNotFound Hanahaki Story. There will be angst, slow burn, blood, vomiting, contemplation of suicide, anxiety attacks, and more. Do not read if this bothers you. You have been warned. ||