Ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves and deep inside I know this well but what will differentiate me from them. A painfully traumatic past that resurfaced in unexpected ways for the female lead has her questioning her life . She'd forgotten...well almost.. about the horrors she went through, she was making progress with becoming a better person but why does she always feel vengeful and murderous? Sometimes she hurts people without any feelings attached to the pain she inflicted. She's a mess until she meets a golden retriever....alien ....ah yes

I'm accidentally ruining the plot-because falling in love wasn't in the script. Read prologue to find more.

I've always felt out of place. I can't tell my heart who to love. Yudai-kun, my sworn brother's husband walked down the stairs. His hair is still damp, a towel draped loosely around his neck. He wore his deep blue pajamas, the fabric hugging the lines of his body perfectly. He walks into the dining room like he owns gravity. "Hi, Harua," he says. His voice is gentle. Familiar. Dangerous. I smile. Or try to. My hands are trembling. Because I know, deep down, this is wrong. Taki-kun saved my life. He gave me a second chance. He loves me like a brother. But every night, when Yudai-kun walks into the room like that, I feel something awful bloom in my chest. I don't feel guilty. Not anymore. I want him. I want him to look at me like that. I want him to want me back. I want Taki-kun's life. And I'm terrified of what I'm willing to do to get it..

"My new job is going to be fun" _ Sumin "I'm tired, I can't do this anymore" _ Junmin. Junmin's life was a mess, living as the shadow of his younger brother, and abused daily by his father. His sanity was hanging by a thin thread, ready to fall apart any moment. Until he met Sumin. Sumin lived a very dangerous life as an underground fighter, with no care in the world, until he was offered a job to protect a broken boy with a terrible past. Will he be able to protect Junmin, and earn his trust? Trigger warning BxB Angst Abuse Sexual assault Trauma Suicidal thoughts Anxiety and depression Kinks Started_ 21 July 2023. Finished_ 15 April 2024 Highest ranking; #1 Xikers #1 Jungsu #1 Junmin, Jinsik, Yujun, Seeun and Hyunwoo. #171 anxiety #8 KQ #64 2min

San is sent into gay panic when he meets his girlfriend's brother and realizes that he thinks Wooyoung is a lot more attractive than he should.

Mork has feelings for Sun. It became hard for him to resist these feelings, that He can do nothing but to avoid Sun. Preview_____ As Mork entered a room led by Sun. He did not even catch a glimpse of his face that with a great instantaneous the tall man pinned him against the wall and grabbed him by the throat but he didn't choke him. Before the young man even got the time to react to the tall man's action. The tall man crushed his lips against his. Who would be thought that his first kiss would be happening against his own will? ________

Disclaimer: this book ended up being more fluffy than smutty coz I lost inspo...I'm sorry 🥺👉🏾👈🏾 MORE IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER: this book is a mess, honestly don't read it lol. I lost interest and threw in random things. ---- "I'll lick you up and down before giving you countless hickeys. I'll pump you until you reach your climax and swallow every last drop of your nut. I'll pop your pink flushed dick into my mouth for a second round before letting you come in my mouth. Then will the fun begin. I'll start by thrusting into your tight ass nice and hard for the first few minutes. I'll pump you again as I stir up your insides and mix you up. I'll make it messy and squishy inside. I'll make it so wet that the next time I won't need any lube. I'll let you ride me like a cowboy would a bull and when you're ready... I'll send my cum shooting so far up your ass you'll taste it. I won't stop there either. I'll like your hardened nipples as I slowly thrust in and out. I'll kiss you and suck you neck. I'll make you love me. And when you think you've had enough, I'll cum again and so will you. You'll scream my name and I'll whisper cute 'I love you's' in your ear. You'll whisper them back. And I'll kiss you until we climax again. I'll pull out of you and let you breath into my mouth. I'll kiss you once more before finally letting you rest." ~~~~ Cover by: Ayahs_Graphics ~~~~

This translation of the Novel is not the most accurate, because Thai is not my first Language. This novel is written by two friends called Daemi. TRANSLATIONS TO ANY OTHER LANGUAGE USING THIS ONE IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED 🚫 This Translation will be Taken down, if the author approaches itself. Number of Chapters : 44 Credits to the Author 🙏 Translators :- Kio-Kun, iKON_BL, PHINUTZ_77