"Ethan." Aiden pauses. "I want you." He softly bites my ear. "I want to kiss you more than you will ever know." Trying to avoid the daily beatings of the school bully can be challenging. But what happens if the schools bully has a crush on you?

Haunted by dreams he can't explain and a past he'd rather forget, Namgyu finds himself spiraling through addiction, grief, and surreal encounters that blur the line between reality and delusion. As his world unravels, he's drawn toward a mysterious figure who may hold answers - or drag him deeper into the dark. or In which Namgyu goes through hell and back because he wanted some pills. Oh, and because he fell in love with a dead guy. -- TW: vomit, suicide, blood, mentions of child abuse and drug abuse. total word count: 80040 art: @_lukavyi on X/twitter