Hyunjin has always been the star, but behind the scenes, he's hiding a growing struggle. As tensions rise with an upcoming comeback, he finds himself fighting battles that no one can see. The weight of expectations, both from himself and others, becomes unbearable. His silence worries the members, but with rules keeping them from addressing his pain, they can only watch. As Hyunjin pulls further away, the question remains: Will he be able to face his demons, or will they consume him first?

𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙞 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙥𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛. - rupi kaur. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂ Seo Changbin craves for attention. He's been this way since birth. But unfortunately for him, he got the complete opposite. For some reason, his members despise him. They're rude, ruthless, mean. Only to him, and would give him no attention. And Changbin doesn't know what to do. PART 3 OF 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐒 SERIES started: 16/12/2025 ended: 16/02/2026 released: 19/02/2026 warnings in first chapter

All he does is give, give, and give... until there's nothing else to be taken. Not even for himself. Giving is all he's ever known.... so is it too late for him to finally receive? ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Includes sensitive topics such as self harm, bullying, eating disorders, etc. Started: 11/23/2023 Finished: 05/06/2024 7k reads: 06/15/2024 8k reads: 07/07/2024 (tysm ^_^) 9k reads: 07/26/2024 (OMG?!? TYTYTY!!) 10k reads: 08/13/2024 (I will cry I appreciate every one of my readers tysm <3) 11k reads: 09/03/2024 (I love all of you thank you <3) 12k reads: 09/21/2024 (ermmm hello??? Is this real I can't believe it) 13k reads: 10/19/2024 (I'll cry tysm :( <3) 14k reads: 11/09/2024 (what is happening I love yall) 15k reads: 12/02/2024 (🥹) 16k reads: 12/29/2024 (holy crap)

Jisung and Minho, Minho and Jisung. What a sweet pair. Their love, harder than anything else in the world brought them undefinite joy for quite some time. But as you may know, it doesn't always work for long. Mostly when one of the two fuck up. But time pass, right? And people heal, right? Warnings: Loads of angst Some deep conversations about feelings, and a bit of depression here and there Smut, obvi I don't own any of the characters, but I do own the story :)

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia

„Please love me more than I hate myself..." Hyunjin is struggling and nobody seems to notice, not even his brothers. He is slowly losing himself... TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorder, Social anxiety, maybe mention of abuse (idk), self harm, strong language, sexual abuse Highest rankings: 1#hyunchan 1#socialanxiety 7#ed 16#eating disorder

"So you're telling me all this time you had no feelings for me? Are you fucking kidding me?" "Seeing the affect I had on you drove me crazy to ruin you more." A story where Minho pretends to love Seungmin who has nothing but pure affection for the elder only for that to get crushed by the elder himself. ... "But I've always loved you hyung. Not for a moment did I stop loving you." A story where Jisung loves Minho more than anything yet destiny forces them to part ways, repeatedly. Who will Minho choose? Main ships: Minsung 2MIN Seungjin ⚠️Warning⚠️: Contains self-harm, mention of suicide, Smut

Han Jisung, who starts to shake while sitting down on the cold bathroom floor. Who slowly starts to loose his hope. Who is aware of his growing anxiety but who can't do anything against it. Lee Minho, who wants to fresh up in the nearest bathroom. Who sees one of his best friends crying on the bathroom floor. Who immediately wants to save him from the world. But for this he has to ignore the upcoming feelings, he never experienced, which begin to grow in his stomach ‼️Tw: abuse, ed, bullying, death, self harm, mentions of rape and suicide I don't want to assume any of their characteristics by writing this It gets better after the first few chapters💀 (I put the playlist in my bio I listened to while writing, and added songs I think that match pretty good)

"Are you okay?" He swallowed, blinking repeatedly to stop the tears from escaping his eyes. "Yeah, yeah I'm okay." The older looked at him, then without a word he took him in an embrace, holding him close. "I know you're not." 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 - TW: -PTSD - abuse -selfharm - mentions of suicide -depression - anxiety - eating disorders - blood - homophobia - death Highest rankings: #1 Lino #1 Changlix #1 Minsung #1 cheesecake #5 skzships #10 yongbok #13 Leeknow #30 Changbin Started // 16032021 Finished /23112021

𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙵𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. A bit of a slow-burn <3 !!! Trigger Warnings: mentions of Blood, Death, Violence, Child Mental and Physical Abuse, Child Prostitution, Sexual Assault, Self-Harm and Suicidal Tendencies, Blackmailing, Panic Attacks, Severe Depression, Anxiety, Eating Disorders, Usage of Drugs and Alcohol, Strong Language, Sexual Scenes. Main ship: Jeonglix Side ships: Hyunsung, 2min This piece of work is purely for entertainment purposes and does not represent the real human beings. started on: 16.07.2024 finished on: - edited: - (editing as I go) status: UPDATING