Jisung wants to die. Not tomorrow. Not next week. Right now. Every breath feels like a curse- he hopes it's his last. But what if fate has other plans? Loving someone so broken, they can't even feel it- that's the cruelest kind of mess. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

"We kept crossing the line, pretending it was an accident - until it wasn't." Lee Know and his friends are planning a short trip, a sort of escape from their routine, without any big plans. By mistake (or irresponsibility), they end up with an extra ticket. Instead of wasting it, they decide to sell it online at the last minute. Lee Know doesn't think it's a good idea. But he doesn't insist too much either. 𝘼 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. Fan art credits to rightful owner! 🥇#leeknow - 30/03/26 🥇#leeminho - 30/03/26 🥇#kpop - 04/04/26 🥈#jisung - 30/03/26

In a group of 8 happy members, there's a sunshine called Han Jisung, he's known for his happy and bright mood, but what happens when he starts to lose his spark due to the hate from his "fans" and his own friends turn cold towards him? It's a Jisung centric but there's a lot of minsung too. <3 ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ Eating disorder Self Harm Anxiety Hatred Smut 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 This book also contains: Minsung Hyunlix Chanmin (?) # 🥉hanjisungcentric

Chan seems to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders but refuses help from his members, not wanting to be a burden to them. This leads to heartbreaking events unfolding along the way. Will he be able to overcome his inner demons? Will he finally allow himself to be comforted?

Han Jisung knew he was the ace of 4th gen. His members always reminded him, but even without their reassurance he knew. He knew so many things. But what he didn't know was how it got to this point. He was fine so when did he stop being fine? Or A buildup of comments, and thoughts leads Han to attempt to lose weight (aka ED). Name from: Alien by Han Chapter titles from: SKZ songs + lyrics

Hyunjin has always been the star, but behind the scenes, he's hiding a growing struggle. As tensions rise with an upcoming comeback, he finds himself fighting battles that no one can see. The weight of expectations, both from himself and others, becomes unbearable. His silence worries the members, but with rules keeping them from addressing his pain, they can only watch. As Hyunjin pulls further away, the question remains: Will he be able to face his demons, or will they consume him first?

All he does is give, give, and give... until there's nothing else to be taken. Not even for himself. Giving is all he's ever known.... so is it too late for him to finally receive? ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Includes sensitive topics such as self harm, bullying, eating disorders, etc. Started: 11/23/2023 Finished: 05/06/2024 7k reads: 06/15/2024 8k reads: 07/07/2024 (tysm ^_^) 9k reads: 07/26/2024 (OMG?!? TYTYTY!!) 10k reads: 08/13/2024 (I will cry I appreciate every one of my readers tysm <3) 11k reads: 09/03/2024 (I love all of you thank you <3) 12k reads: 09/21/2024 (ermmm hello??? Is this real I can't believe it) 13k reads: 10/19/2024 (I'll cry tysm :( <3) 14k reads: 11/09/2024 (what is happening I love yall) 15k reads: 12/02/2024 (🥹) 16k reads: 12/29/2024 (holy crap)

Jisung and Minho, Minho and Jisung. What a sweet pair. Their love, harder than anything else in the world brought them undefinite joy for quite some time. But as you may know, it doesn't always work for long. Mostly when one of the two fuck up. But time pass, right? And people heal, right? Warnings: Loads of angst Some deep conversations about feelings, and a bit of depression here and there Smut, obvi I don't own any of the characters, but I do own the story :)