always wanted everyone to like me, when i didn't even like myself. like an empty can - you're just loud. tw : - detailed sh - sa - ed - drug abuse - suicidal thoughts - homophobia - self hatred

𝙄𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙙𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨, 𝙅𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙧. 𝘼𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣d 𝙁𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙭, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙝𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙢𝙞𝙘 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙨 𝙅𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙝𝙤. 𝘼𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙨, 𝙅𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙝𝙤, 𝙪𝙣𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙀𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙧𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙞c, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙮, 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙝𝙤. ⚠️ WARNINGS ⚠️ - bullying - sa - smut - idols shipp

Stray kids are working really hard for their mama performance that they're having soon. Minho especially. He's got a lot on his mind and is just very stressed. One day he loses his temper and gets in an argument with his members. From that day, Minho's head went in a dark place. NONE OF THIS IS TRUE GUYS, I LOVE MINHO AND WOULD NEVER WISH FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN TO HIM! I also feel like I should mention that I do NOT ship any idols irl! ___________ Warnings: overworking, self harming, depression, starvation Started: 08.01.21 Ended:

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐ Han Jisung talks too much, laughs too loudly, and lives like he's on fast-forward. With ADHD and a heart worn on his sleeve, he's the chaotic storm that crashes into a classroom ruled by silence. Lee Minho doesn't talk unless he has to-and when he does, it cuts. Cold, distant, and broken in ways no one dares to ask about, he wears his bitterness like armor. After the sudden death of his abusive parents, Minho only sinks deeper into himself. Until Jisung shows up. At first, they hate each other. Then... something shifts. Something burns. A slow descent into something electric, dangerous, and real. Jisung wants to understand him. Minho doesn't want to be understood. But in the quiet moments, when no one's looking, they find something they never thought they'd deserve. Love. And maybe-salvation. ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐ !Warning! -Vulgar language -Conversations about a suicide attempt -self-harm. Objs. I don't ship idols or sexualize them, everything written in there is just fiction # 73 - bl - 02.12.2025 # 72 - seungbin - 02.12.2025 # 423 - boysinlove - 06. 12. 2025 # 221 - boyxboy - 17. 12. 2025 # 128 - school - 22.12.2025

We were like the sun and moon, always connected... yet destined to be apart. TOP Minho BOTTOM Jisung

{COMPLETE/ EDITING} jisung mistakenly texts minho thirsty messages thinking it is his best friend. the two hit it off almost instantaneously. however, sometimes the beginning of something reveals how it will eventually end. crackhead text story with your healthy supply of angst ✨😌 TW: anxiety, depression, suicide ~ ranks: #1 in minho #1 in han #2 in kpop started: 8/19/20 completed: 2/16/21

lee minho hates han jisung. han jisung is the lonely new boy. fate does the most beautiful things, don't you think? "do you believe in soulmates?" 11/20/23: 1M READS!!!! <3 ⚠️ tw//⚠️ •homophobia •self harm •talks of suicide •bxb •smut •bullying •possible eating disorder if any of these bother you PLEASE, do not read. started: october 12th, 2020 finished: december 14, 2020

oh my god they were roommates ⚠️TW//⚠️ homophobia self harm suicidal thoughts possible eating disorder bxb smut bullying child abuse s/a if any of these make you uncomfortable please do not read this story. it is not my intention to make anyone upset or uncomfortable. started: november 15, 2020 finished: february 12, 2021

*COMPLETED* Han Jisung, a boy too scared to speak his mind in public, or in private. The doctors can't decide what to do with this severe anxiety, and his parents are frightened for his future. Lee Minho, the schools pretty boy. He avoids the "cool kids", yet he wants attention. Loads of attention. He shouts in class and is an all around nut job. On top of all that, he has a crappy home life, and never wants to be there. He also has issues with being alone, and has few friends, so he never knows what to do with himself. Can two "screwed-up" people, make each other perfect? 【S】【t】【a】【y】 【D】【o】【n】'【t】 【S】【t】【r】【a】【y】☆☆╮

𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙀𝙭𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙, 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙪𝙥 𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚 - unknown. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂ Han Jisung has always been known as the funny, chaotic one. But behind the bright smile he shows on stage, is a mind trapped in loops of fear, intrusive thoughts, and rituals he can't explain. As the pressure to look okay grows heavier, so does the silence he hides behind. And eventually, the noise inside him becomes too loud to ignore. !! BEING PROOFREAD ATM started: 23/04/2025 ended: 11/05/2025 warning: OCD, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, insomnia, suicide