"They were six. Then came the seventh." After being announced as the final member of Monsta X, IM Changkyun walks into his new life carrying the weight of rejection, loneliness, and a past he never talks about. He wasn't welcomed. He wasn't embraced. And after a devastating incident, he nearly disappeared completely. But healing comes in small steps, and love comes in louder silence. This is a story about forgiveness. About family. And about the quiet boy who almost gave up before learning how to stay. A slow-burn, emotional brotherhood fanfic set during and after the No.Mercy era.

You were a trainee at Starship, taking your last steps and diving into your debut. You were more of a secret to everyone else, maybe because you never talked that much and just rushed from training to training. And now you would have to work with Monsta X. But how will this work out with your fear of people, the fear of yourself and your depression that keeps you questioning everything? Who will help you?

"don't make promises you can't keep." "but i kept my promise." ⓒ roseonghwas 2018-2019

After an injury, the young Wide Receiver Changkyun has no other choice than taking extra lessons, to improve his grades, to make it to college. The first meeting with his new tutor, a smart student, he's never noticed before, is more than awkward. But soon he realizes there's more behind her facade of nonchalance and that there's an actual reason she's been hiding herself. Now he only has gain her trust to find out the truth... but that's easier said than done... A story about strength, the urge to make it in life, seeking shelter and finding that someone that makes you fearless. KyunXReader #1 MonstaX #1 Changkyun #1 ImChangkyun 😭

"Nubilityisdebutingagain." "What?" Changkyun took another sip of his coffee, his eyes never leaving the elder. "I said, Nubility, is debuting, again." Taehyuk repeated, as slowly as possible while he watched the younger for his reaction. Changkyun froze. "Wha...what?" He spluttered. Then, he began to cough. Really hard. (alternatively, Changkyun thinks his members hate him and it's up to his members to convince him not to leave them) **thanks to xibitsux for the cover**

"I love you so much Changkyun-ssi but he came. He found me, fixed me and love me. He even took high risk just to be with me. I can't hurt him. I can't afford to break him. He deserves all the love. I can't forgive my self if I hurt him. He's too precious. I don't know how to explain it further." Skyleigh teared up while hugging Changkyun. "It's okay. I understand. But always remember that I don't know what 'give up' means." Changkyun said. "W-what do you mean?" she stuttered. "I'm happy that you love me Skyleigh. That's more than enough. GODDAMN IT! But I like it!"

in which changkyun talks about his favourite moments they shared, while having a cup of coffee

A story about a boy and girl both far away from their parents in which a boy protects the sixteen year old girl instead. In this story monsta x is not famous and they don't own their real ages. This story plays in Holland. Please enjoy!

Changkyun has lost his memory, he doesn't remember you , he doesn't know the relationship you had with him or he doesn't remember the rest of the members from monsta x what would you ? Will you be replaced or will you find a new replacement?

RAW (STILL UNEDITED FOR WRONG GRAMMARS, PUNCTUATIONS and SPELLINGS) "Some time, no matter where you are, I'll definitely find you. I'll definitely hug you the way just like you had wished for. Wait for me, I'll find you. Like a miracle, I'll find you. Will you let me live in a dream that is you forever?" I will never fall in love, until I find you.