jungwoniejayhyung
Can you see me the way I see you? Can you feel the things I feel? Can you think of me like I think of you? Can you love me like I love you? Jay, there are so many questions I want to ask you but I can't bring myself to do so. I can't tell you how I feel. I don't know why I can't. Maybe it's the smile you give me every time we are together. I can't bring myself to ruin it. To ruin the way you laugh, the way you get happy, the way your eyes light up, I can't. You mean everything to me and for me to just... I can't. I wont. Even if it kills me inside. Even if one day I have to watch you live happily with someone else. At least we'd be close... Right? That's what I tell myself everyday. At least we'd be close, at least we'd be happy, well at least just you. At least your happy and that's what matters most. I can't ruin something so important to me. Even if it hurts me. Even if I suffer. I can't and I won't. So please Jay.... I beg you... look at me like I look at you....so I wont suffer anymore. These thoughts.... These feelings... It's too much. It hurts... It really does. So why can't I just tell you? Why make myself suffer so much? Maybe... Just maybe... you do see me like that but that only happens in movies, right?
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Jaywon ff
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