"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

Umm I wrote this like two years ago so its not that great, but I plan to edit and finish it in the future. Read at your own risk. © lydiatucke [all rights reserved]

"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that bothers you haha

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

"Who are you?" All Rights Reserved.© WriteDrunk 2014. Completed.

Emily has been bullied for as long as she can remember. She cannot deal with life. She try's every possible to escape; cutting, starving, throwing up. Nothing works. She still feels fat, and ugly. But what happens when she meets someone that wants to help her get better? What if that person happens to be Harry Styles? Will he help her or leave her like everyone else does?

Niall's life has been a living hell. He has been beaten, raped, and left for dead. The incident has left him scarred and broken. He can't bring himself to talk to most people, not even his own parents. Not like his dad wants to talk to him anyway, he treats him like he's some disgusting animal. Running is Niall's only escaped from his miserable life and without it, he would probably be as good as dead. A new boy moves to town, though, and he plans on completely changing Niall's life. Most of it will be considered PG-13, but there is a few chapters that are going to be R, so just keep that in mind.

Niall has always been insecure about himself. He's hopelessly in love with his now ex-boyfriend Harry, who is now dating Louis. What happens when Harry isn't being himself and basically starts bullying Niall? What happens when something goes a little to far? Will Niall get pushed over the edge? Will Harry realize who he really loves before it's to late? Read to find out :) warnings: swearing, self harm, thoughts or suicidal actions

Niall Horan has some problems. He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night. He has secrets. Terrible secrets. He doesn't want to be this way anymore. But he's already too far in. He's already lost himself. But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again? **Warning** Contains all types of triggers. Boyxboy