Foreword I confessed to her on the day that she transferred to my school. It was raining that time, she didn't accept my feelings towards her. That is the first time that I cried because of a girl. I confessed again for the second time, but she didn't came. My father sent a message to me that he is marrying again. And there she is, she became my step sister. She smiled at me as if she didn't know that I like her. "Soobinah! I hope you'll become a good younger brother to me" They all laughed but I remained silent, I was only looking at her. "Your sister is pretty right? Soobin?" her mom asked me. If only I have the courage to stop the wedding. I would have bravely tell her mom that I like her. But...when I saw her pleading eyes, not to say anything weird to them I just forcedly nodded my head. Are you happy? That you successfully avoided all my confessions and became part of my family. "I need to go to the library" "Oh... are you not going to have your lunch first Soobin?" her mom asked. "He sometimes forgot to eat because of the books that he's reading. Just don't forget to go home son and have some dinner with us later." I just nod at them, and my eyes stopped at her direction. She's been silent for a while. I was about to take my step towards the exit when she suddenly talked. "Soobinah... let's go together I need to get my library card today" she smiled at me. •••• She's numb. I'm escaping this situation for my own sake!