"I didn't mean to hurt you. I could never hurt you." He whispers into my neck. I stroke the back of his head with careful fingers, chin resting lightly atop his skull. "I know." I soothe, pulling him closer still. Sobs escape from his chest, rattling his shoulders in an unsteady rhythm. In that moment, my heart breaks for him and all the terrible things this life has done. It breaks for the guilt and the ghosts swimming in his mind, the person he was never allowed to become. It's not fair. ***** Nyx Nelson, or agent 184, is one of Hydra's best assets - not that she wants to be. With her parents murdered in front of her very eyes at age five, she's been tortured and experimented on for fourteen years. Suddenly her miserable life is turned upside down when the Avengers try to capture her, needing the information she can supply on a set of stolen blueprints for America's next weapon of mass destruction. Offered the deal of a lifetime by Tony Stark, she agrees. But Nyx's emotions are in for an even bigger surprise when she runs into the ghost that has been haunting her dreams for the past five years - The Winter Soldier. At first she does everything she can to avoid the super soldier, who brings back memories she has shut out for years. However, their relationship starts to change as they both realise there is more to the other than meets the eye, with more in common than they thought. Forced to work together in a bid to take down Hydra once and for all, can the two also help each other heal from their shared trauma? Or will their ghosts end up consuming them? ***** All of the characters belong to marvel/Sony apart from Nyx and a few others. The plot, however, is mine though it is inspired by the MCU films. I also don't own the cover art, which I found on Pinterest. Rankings: 1st in Cap - 15.03.21 1st in buckybarnes - 15.03.21 1st in spiderman - 20.03.21 2nd in Avengers - 22.03.21 1st in jamesbuchananbarnes - 26.03.21

|Mature Content| This story takes place a few months after Avengers: Age of Ultron. (2016) Bruce Banner never left the team and is currently dedicated to researching and creating things in the laboratories with Tony as well as helping in the Medicine Wing whenever the team needs it. Tony was able to rescue Thor before he drowned in the water and with the help of Asgard's advanced technology, they were able to heal him. He usually takes turns between the earth and his planet. Helping the Avengers when they need it and, trying not to rule Asgard. Bucky Barnes // The Winter Soldier, was rescued by Natasha Romanoff in Captain America: The Winter Soldier and is on the mend throughout the book. You find yourself opening your eyes in the middle of nowhere. Your memory is completely blank except for basic things about you, like your name. Confused, you decide to walk until you find a place or someone to ask for help, but instead you find a building that would later become your home and people that would become your family. The Avengers offer to take you in, welcoming you as one of their own while Doctor Banner and SHIELD try to discover who you are and why your memory failed. But... "Seek and you shall find." Right? (Bucky Barnes x female reader)

Collection of smutty one shots about Bucky Barnes. That's it. I'll add to this whenever inspiration slaps me in the face. This is 18+ (I'm so serious about this one). Specific tags will be at the start of each chapter.

He didn't know how it had happened, how he'd gotten so comfortable around you, how he'd let you in. At first, everything was quiet. Bucky was adjusting to this new life, his pardon, his therapist, his amends, and everything they'd gotten him into. Sure there was Yori, but that was like one old man to another, and far more complicated. You were different. Your friendship with your neighbor across the hall, the James "Bucky" Barnes, blooms as you get to know each other. And as a new extremist group - the Flagsmashers - make their mark on the world, the two of you are left to figure out what that means for your blossoming relationship. A domestic, sweet, and spicy romantic comedy based on the characters and events surrounding Marvel's series, The Falcon And The Winter Soldier.

"Was any of it real? Or did you just use me? Tell me!" "Don't make this hard Bucky. You are just a means to an end." "Then look me in the eye and tell me you felt nothing..." Katherine Zemo had her country destroyed, her family dead. The only one to live was her father, Helmut Zemo. Now they are putting together a plan to destroy the Avenger. As part of the plan, Katherine must get close to to the Winter Soldier, Bucky Barnes. But can she finish her mission without letting her feelings get in the way? [Slowburn enemies to lovers]

Bucky hasn't been able to make many of his own choices. Now he has to make the ultimate choice. The woman who saved him or the man who captured his heart...or is there another choice? 18+ only!! #4 avengers 11/2/22 #2 polyamory 10/24/22 #2 buckybarnes 4/13 #1 Both 2/24-2/28/22 #1 Both 3/2/22-4/13/22 #1 Both 5/15/22 #1 buckybarnesxsteverogers 01/04/2022 #1 mcupov 2/25-3/2/22

You have been working for S.H.I.E.L.D and S.W.O.R.D for a while until Steve Rogers invited you to work with the Avengers. You accept, but there's a certain super soldier you don't get along with. You go through different obstacles throughout this story. Will he help you out, or make matters worse? Note: this is more of a slow burn type of story😅 (This story will be through seasons. For example, season 1 will focus on one topic, season 2 on the other and so forth). TW: 🌶 and violence 18+

𝑩𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔 || 𝟏𝟖+ ❝The secrecy adds to the trill, doesn't it?❞ The one where young student Grace finds herself in an illicit affair with attractive history teacher James-and ends up falling for him despite knowing she shouldn't. 「mcu; alternate universe」 february '22 - october '22 ©stevesconverse - 10/02/22: #1 in #professor 🖤 10/03/22: #1 in #student 🫶🏼 10/13/22: #1 in #maturecontent💫

And in the end.... all he wanted was his Super Soldier.