[Origins is Dead as we all know but I've been getting back into it for the memories sake. So I update this literally whenever I want. There's no schedule.] Motivation: Alive But Fading. Fanfic: Gets Random Updates. For Now Or For Good: Who's To Say? Reason: Fell Out Of Fandom As It Died, Its An Endless Rabbit Hole. I Miss Origins [This isn't Canon. This is my AU. Some canon things are mentioned the rest is my AU. This is just me missing MHO And MHO Davis and Ronin's student teacher relationship. Also I'm a sucker for angst there might also be fluff. The Chapters will most likely get longer. My mind doesn't shut up.] Note: If I don't give credit for who owns a character that I mention I'm sorry I forgot. And there will be tiny rewrites of certain chapters or areas here and there. Trigger warning: swearing and self-harm, also mentions suicidal thoughts and blood shed, abuse stuff like that. You've Been Warned

Over and over he told himself, "it was never supposed to happen that way, I'm supposed to eat alone, live alone, starve alone, cry alone, DIE alone!!" So he wondered to himself, Why did it happen anyway? Why did faith twist his path? Why did its eyes finally see the terrified little boy Tommy had been all along? This is SBI Royal AU In this story one day on a night like no other, casualties emerged from the darkness, sending Tommy down a spiraling train of anxiety, depression, and loneliness. He was left to fend for himself, deemed an outcast, a troublemaker, and a worthless piece of absolute bullshit. He began to shut everyone out and refused to open his heart up. For him, the reality of life had already hit him. He was born to die. For a young boy like him, accepting that cruel fate was impossible. So what happens when the life of the royal family finds it way into his own? What will become of Tommy? Will he be able to unlock his fragile, loving heart once more? Or will he decide that it's too late to go back? I DO NOT OWN the fan art featured in this story! Those belong to their rightful owners! I also do not own the characters those belong to their rightful owners!

Tommyinit has epilepsy, Anxiety, and fainting due to low/high blood pressure ------------------------------------------- For about an hour the stream was doing fine but then a video came in with flashing lights. Tommy tried to get up but his muscle just wouldn't work and he felt himself going unconsciousness "B-buddy go get m-mom." Buddy ran out of the room and ran to Tommy's mom and dad "Tommy are you okay?!" After Tubbo said that Tommy fell to the ground out of the stool he was sitting on Tubbo looked at the chat and saw they were going crazy "Chat he's fine. I think he is just tired, bye!" Tubbo ended stream and Tommy's mom ran into the room ------------------------------------------------ 12/25/22- #1 in ED: Thanks so much because this means a lot 🤧 12/27/22-#1 in Seizures: Thanks for all you're support! This is the same day I hit 2k in reads! 1-5-22-#1 in Tommyinit: OMG! Thanks so much this means the world to me! I can't breathe hndyhfybvfg! This story is inspired by other stories Started: Nov 29th 22 Ended: Jan 13th 22

(based off someone else's story) Tommy struggles with ADHD Anxiety and epilepsy and has a service dog to help mitigate them but his friends are completely unaware. When Tommy's secret is revealed without his control, how will he explain to his friends?