(CREDIT TO ART- psychelso on Tumblr (https://psychelso.tumblr.com/) check them out) Steven struggles with his mental instability and has rather unhealthy coping mechanisms. Will his family, and friends notice? Will Connie notice? PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS AND BE SAFE. Tell me if I need to tag anything else. I love you and want you all to be safe.

While the Off Colors and the Crystal Gems talk downstairs a fight between Lars and Steven break out upstairs resulting in the end of their friendship. But is there more to what the son of Pink Diamond is letting on? Are personal feelings involved? Are the two boys in love...? *This is based on the Steven Universe Future tv series* *Also this is my fist Steven Universe fanfic so please forgive me if it's bad*

This takes place after the events of steven universe future, where steven is now 19, he's taller and has a longer neck, and has chubbed up a bit. (he looks like the teenage version from too many birthdays, without the acne cause of the "skin care routine" he uses in future. He kinda looks like a cleaned up version of teen steven from too many birthdays

Steven arrives at the Big Donut. When he arrives, he starts to get nervous being around Lars Barriga, a tall teenager who works there. Steven tells the leader of the Crystal Gems, Garnet, about how he feels towards Lars. Update 8/14/17: Will also contain Amedot. I do not own Steven Universe or it's characters, but I do own this fanfiction.